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We spent lazy, leisurely afternoons sitting side by side on the hill behind our neighborhood, bathed in warm sunlight. Do you remember? I still vividly remember my youth, when you stroked my hair, and before I knew it, you'd cup my cheek and kiss me. We watched cicadas chirp and nameless grasses sway in the gentle breeze. I didn't even know it was love, and I foolishly only hurt you, thinking you were just friends. I liked you, I loved you. I didn't know our deep kisses every day were love. I only realized it was love when you suddenly disappeared without a word. Forgive me for this, love me again. This hill behind my house is so lonely. The once warm sunlight has become thorns, stabbing my heart like a dagger. It hurts so much, it's excruciating. It feels like dozens of needles are stabbing me without anesthesia. Sometimes, it feels like I'm sinking deep underwater, endlessly, endlessly. I was such a fool, so clumsy in love. Please forgive me. I want to share that sweet kiss again. It's time you forgive me. I'm not the only one who's in pain.
Looking at you like this, it's been so long since we last broke up. Has it already been four and a half years? We were definitely in our third year of middle school. We were only sixteen. Love is a bit awkward at this age. The college entrance exam is over, we're adults, so let's meet up and have a drink. I want to get drunk and say everything I've wanted to say. I want to tell you I love you. I want to kiss your sweet lips first. I want to climb out of this dark abyss. My life is already filled with you. I want to go to the back mountain where we always sat for a long time, lie down side by side, blocking each other's sunlight, and take a comfortable nap holding you close. I fell asleep, as if I'd taken sleeping pills, but without you, I suffered from insomnia. Just one more time, just one more time, please appear before my eyes. Wake me up, struggling beneath this dark surface. Without you, I feel strange, like a screw is loose. I creak. I feel empty. Hold me so I don't hurt. Kiss me.Whisper to me, forever.
