Doa, hi..?
It feels a little awkward writing a letter like this, haha
Still, since it’s our 100th day, I wanted to make sure I said the things I couldn’t say to you all this time,
and I’m writing this letter because I really want to thank you.
Um... do you remember when we first met?
Thinking about it, it’s kind of funny, but you might have known by now from being with me this whole time, but honestly, I don’t usually start talking to the person next to me..
But we’d been in the same class since first grade, right?
And somehow, I knew your name, and it’s stuck in my head so well, but for some reason I just wanted to talk to you once.. haha Maybe because it was the first feeling I’d ever had, I approached you awkwardly. But when I realized that feeling was love, without meaning to, my eyes were already on you every class, and I kept worrying about you being cold for no reason.
But I think I wondered if someone like me could really like and love someone like you. I even stayed up all night over that thought a few times. But on the day we went to see the cherry blossoms, you told me how you really felt. Only then could I finally breathe, and I was so grateful that someone like me was loved that I think I cried. Thank you again for liking me.. haha
There will be hard days in life... but I think we have to go through those hardships for a better future. At the end of this year... I think both you and I will be going through a lot. But our love is too beautiful and brilliant to look at as something short-term, so I hope you’ll understand that this is just a comma for a little further future. Through you, I think I was able to truly feel the emotion of love and wish happiness for someone else. All of that, I could do thanks to you. That’s how precious and thankful you are to me
People say nothing lasts forever, but I hope the time we spend together can feel eternal. But promising eternity is a little unrealistic, so let’s promise forever instead.. haha
I think love is a little hard to define, but to me, it’s the reason for everything. The reason I work hard, the reason I try to push myself a little more even when things are hard, all of it is something I can do because I love the person named you.
That’s how much I’m so grateful to you.
I think it’s so beautiful that in the time of our youth, our existence has remained under the name of love.
Maybe on the day we take a comma for a little while, you, who were my moon and stars, will disappear and only dark clouds will remain. So when the day comes that we meet again, please shine a little light into my dark heart. Stars are so beautiful and precious, and I even wondered if someone like me could dare love you, but now my faith in you has become so much stronger that I don’t worry about that anymore. From now on, for 3 years too, and on the day we meet again 3 years later, I’ll trust that solid faith in you and come to you.
I kept writing and had so much I wanted to say that it got kind of long.. haha
That’s how much I had to say to you. But when we actually meet, I get a little shy and can’t really get the words out.. haha
Thank you for loving and cherishing someone like me until now,
During this comma for 3 years, I think I’ll be able to live hard with the memories we made over 1 year. I’m so happy right now.. haha You are too, right? I hope you’re as happy as I am.
Thank you so much for reading this long, rambling letter all the way through,
I love you so much every moment, every minute, every second~
from. Lee Sanghyuk
