Doa, hi..?
Writing a letter like this is a little awkward..ㅎ
Still, since it’s our 100th day, the things I couldn’t say to you all this time,
I wanted to make sure I said thank you, so I’m writing this letter
Um... do you remember when we first met?
Come to think of it, it’s kind of funny. You might have known this from being with me up until now, but I actually don’t usually talk to the person next to me..
But we’ve been in the same class since first grade, right?
For some reason, I knew your name, and I knew you so well it was etched into my brain, but I just somehow wanted to talk to you once..ㅎ Maybe because it was a feeling I’d never felt before, I approached you awkwardly. But when I realized that feeling was love, without even meaning to my eyes were already on you in every class, and whenever you were cold, I couldn’t help but worry about it.
But I think I wondered if it was really okay for someone like me to like and love someone like you. I stayed up all night thinking about that a few times. But on the day we went to see the cherry blossoms, you spoke your true feelings to me. Only then did I feel like I could breathe, and I was so grateful that someone like me was loved that I think I cried. Thank you again for loving me..ㅎ
There will be hard days in life... but I think we have to go through that hardship for a better future. At the end of this year... I think both you and I will have a hard time then. But our love is too beautiful and brilliant to be seen as something short-term, so I want you to understand that we’re only placing a comma for a little farther future. Through you, I was able to truly feel love and wish happiness for someone else. I think I was able to do all of that thanks to you. That’s how precious and grateful you are to me.
They say nothing in this world lasts forever, but I hope the time we spend together lasts forever. But promising forever is a little unrealistic, so let’s promise a lifetime..ㅎ
I think love is a little hard to define, but to me it’s the reason for everything. The fact that I work hard, the fact that even when it’s tough I try to push myself a little more, all of it is something I can do because I love this person named you.
That’s how much I’m so grateful to you.
I think it’s so beautiful that in the time of our youth, our existence remained as love in each other’s names.
I guess on the day we put a comma in our relationship for a while, you, who were my moon and stars, will disappear and only dark clouds will remain. So when the day comes that we meet again, please shine on my dark heart a little. Stars are so beautiful and precious that I even wondered if someone like me could dare to love you, but now my trust in you has become so much stronger that I don’t worry about that anymore. From now on, for 3 years, and on the day we meet again 3 years later too, I’ll trust that strong faith I have in you and come to you.
I ended up writing more than I expected because I had so much I wanted to say..ㅎ
I had that many things I wanted to say to you. But when I actually meet you, I get a little shy and can’t really get the words out..ㅎ
Thank you for loving and cherishing me as a person up until now,
During these 3 years of pause, I think I’ll be able to keep living hard with the memories we built over 1 year. I’m so happy right now..ㅎ You are too, right? As happy as I am, I hope you’re happy too.
Thank you so much for reading this long, rambling letter all the way to the end,
I love you a lot every moment, every minute, every second~
from. Lee Sanghyeok
