Even if tomorrow, your memory disappears from my universe

00. Tell me you love me tomorrow too.

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'' Yes,Dawn. ''


'' huh? ''







I slowly turned my body to look at Subin, but he was holding me so tightly that I couldn't see his face.







''Oh, don't look...''






As she spoke, Subin rested her chin on my shoulder. I could only content myself with rubbing her warm cheek against mine, which had a higher body temperature than mine.








''Choi Soo-bin, I want to see your face.''


'' ...I don't want to show my face.''


'' why? ''


''I feel like crying.''



''Then don't go. Stay by my side.''







Soobin remained silent, saying nothing. "Idiot, if you want to live long, why don't you just stick by my side?" Fool, idiot, mutt, sea cucumber, sea squirt, pufferfish, Choi Soobin.








''How do you pronounce 'I love you' in your language?''







Soobin asked, breathing heavily. His labored voice hinted that his remaining time would soon be running out.






'' ... [love you ] ''


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'' Buy, buy...no Saran, Lang. Do you love me?Ah, this is it.love you... ''







Subin struggled for a long time to pronounce "I love you." Then, she whispered it to me again and again, in my own language, which was difficult for me to pronounce.






''Yeah... I love you.''


'' I love you, I love you, I love you Dawn.I really love you... ''







Tears welled up in my eyes as he whispered, his voice hoarse, "I love you." Subin buried her face in my shoulder.

I felt my shoulders getting wetter and wetter. I patted Subin's head. As I gently kissed his soft head, tears fell from my eyes.

I was holding on well.










'' Yes,DawnIf I die tomorrow, I won't remember the words "I love you."


"No. Don't go. Don't tell me you're going. I'll treat you coldly again. With that face..."


'' ...So, could you please tell me again tomorrow? I'll definitely remember this time.''


''Lies. I thought I'd forget too.''






Subin turned me around to face him. Startled, I turned my head, and he grabbed my cheeks and turned me back to him.






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'' love you ''






The tears he had been holding back suddenly fell from his eyes. He wept and slowly wiped mine away.






''Can't you just give in to me this once, just this once?''







At Subin's words, I threw myself into his arms. And I hugged him very, very tightly. I didn't want Subin to leave.






''The word love, the word love, tomorrow's you won't know, so tomorrow's me will tell you.''






As soon as I finished speaking, Subin leaned against me. His weight caused me to collapse. Feeling the warmth of his touch slowly cooling, I patted Subin.







'' loveI'll tell you over and over again. So you have to tell me again. I love you.''













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00 Tell me tomorrow that you love me too













I love this alien so much.


Choi Soo-bin is no different from a puffer fish, but I still love him.




I love him who loves me,

He loved me who loved him.


His alien loved my alien.







They called themselves [Weber], just as we call ourselves [human].



They live on the beautiful and enchanting planet KS1299, or rather, my own utopia, which is exactly like Earth, but their lifespan is much shorter than ours.

They lived longer than we humans.


The reason why this very paradoxical statement is not a paradox is because they reincarnate and continue their lives in their previous lives.

However, like a constraint, the memories of past lives seemed to have limitations, as they could only be recalled through one's own records.

Because I can't record all the emotions and situations.




I eventually learned and mastered their language, but I never learned their writings.

They had far superior eyesight and hearing than we humans, so just learning and mastering their language was nothing short of a miracle to me.

I'm just now trying to decipher the words on the note he gave me, a piece of his diary he tore up and gave me, a part of his memories he so cherished.




She was a very beautiful creature.





For them, a diary was a page in their lives, so I don't know if the meaning of the note he gave me was that he gave me a page in his life or a memory of me.

If it's the former, it means he won't forget me, and if it's the latter, it means he will forget me.

Anyway, the last page of the note he left behind, or rather, his memory, was written like this.





I fell in love with her.

I don't want to forget her even for a single moment.

I want to remember the feeling of love.

I want to remember every moment with her.

I want to remember her.







Our sad love story was written from the moment I met him on his planet where I crash-landed.









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''Like this now''
The one shown is the global language.
''Just like this''
Because the displayed language is Subin's planetary language
When Soobin calls Yeomyeong's nameDawnThat's why it's expressed like this! And since it's an alien, it feels a little awkward, so I expressed it like this, not Yeomyeong-ah.😚

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