HOLD ME TIGHT

CHAPTER 15

Chaeyoung's P.O.V:

I wipe away my tears and place the flowers on his grave. Then I get up and walk back to my car.

It is raining now. I don't know how long I stayed there with him, But it's pretty late. And my phone's dead too. Great. And the campus is still almost an hour away.

I am driving back and now it is raining really hard. I am getting nervous.....

No, Chaeyoung, everything will be fine...don't panic....

The drive was going smoothly until....

I heard thunder.

My breathing becomes fast and everything starts spinning. I start to panic. WHAT DO I DO?! 

I start to sob as memories rush back to me.

Another loud clap of thunder and-

Everything goes black.

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Jin's P.O.V:

I was sitting in my dorm, trying to process everything. Yeonjun explained to me everything that happened. Past and present both.

Chaeyoung....has been thorough so much...I can't believe...that I said all those things to her....

I wish I could apologize to her. And hug her. Talk to her.

I was still thinking about everything when Jungkook and Sun-hee burst into my room. 

"What the heck-" I say. Both of them are looking as if they saw a ghost and Jungkook is actually crying.

"Jungkookie? Sun-hee? What the hell happened?!" I exclaim as I pull Jungkook in a hug. 

Sun-hee bursts into tears aswell. "Can y'all explain, please?" Yeonjun asks Sun-hee while patting her back.

"Ch-Chaeyoung..s-she..." Sun-hee sobs. 

"WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?!" I exclaim. 

Yeonjun looks at me oddly but I ignore it. Sun-hee swallows. "S-She had an-"

"ACCIDENT!" exclaims Beomgyu, also walking into my dorm. 

"WHAT?!" Both Yeonjun and I exclaim. 

"YES WE JUST GOT A CALL FROM THE HOSPITAL," says Beomgyu.

"Where the hell did she go in the first place?!" I ask.

Jungkook sniffs. "The graveyard, obviously."

"Huh?" I ask confused.

"It's....the death....anniversary.....of James...." explains Sun-hee.

"CAN WE TALK LATER AND GO TO THE HOSTIPAL FIRST?!" exclaims Yeonjun.

"Yes. Come on," I say as I grab my keys and they all follow me.

*.......................*

It is raining quite heavily but the thunder has calmed down. But we're stuck in traffic. Great!

"COME ONNNN!!!" I exclaim angrily as I honk the horn. A few minutes later we finally reach the hospital. I am the first one to run inside.

"Jeon Chaeyoung," I say while panting to the receptionist. 

"She is in operation room 205. Kindle have a seat in the lounge," she says with a smile. I thank her and motion to the others to follow me.

Thell all sit down but I pace back and forth. I can't stop thinking about Chaeyoung. What if something happens to her? And all those things I did to her.....

No, Jin, stob it! Don't think like that. Everything will be fine....

Please....please let her be okay.....

*TWO HOURS LATER*

I was sitting on the floor with my head in my arms when I heard footsteps. I look up and a nurse is standing in front of me. I immediately get up. 

"How is she?!" I ask her. 

The nurse sighs and my heart skips a beat. "Well, we're not yet so if she'll make it. She is in a very dangerous condition. She was fighting the pain but.... It seems as if she doesn't want to live anymore. As if she has lost the will to survive," says the nurse. 

'Lost the will to survive'

Those words break my heart and tears form in my eyes but I blink them away. "Please....can I see her...? Just once...please...." I plead to the nurse who hesitates. I show her my puppy eyes and she reluctantly agrees. 

"Thankyou! Thankyou so much!" I bow happily.

"Wait....may I also come...?" Says a horase voice behind me. Yeonjun.

"Uh yeah, sure...why not?" I shrug.

"Thankyou..." He says and we both enter her room.

*.......................*

As soon as I step in, my heart shatters into a billion pieces.

She is lying there on her bed, looking as pale and as weak as ever. She didn't look like the bright, funny and loving Chaeyoung that I knew....she looks completely different....

Yeonjun takes a seat next to her and his tears continue to fall. I want to cry too, but I have to stay strong. For Chaeyoung. I must not loose hope.

I walk to her and take her cold and pale hand in mine. 

"Chaeyoung....." I whisper even though I know that she can't hear me. "Please come back...please....I am so sorry gor everything I said and did to you....please come back...for me.....please.....I don't think I'll be able to live with myself if you go away...." The last part is barley a whisper and a tear escapes my eyes and I let it fall as I release her hand. I look up from her and see that Yeonjun is staring at me.

Then suddenly, everything goes quiet. Her small and short breaths stop and so does my heart.

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