And so, my last past life dream ended with death. As soon as I woke up, I got a call from Jaehyun and heard him crying on the other end. He scolded me, saying that he really thought I was going to die and why I did that.Still, there was a sense of worry lurking in between. I felt grateful, but at the same time, a wave of regret washed over me.
-Hey… Do you know how worried I was?
-I'm sorry, but I'm still alive now~ㅋㅋ
-Oh my… I was so shocked that I thought I would lose my real friend.
-ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋThat's just like you
-Anyway, I saw something good, so I'm hanging up?
-Ugh~
So I got ready to go out and ran to someone's house. I wanted to go faster and see their face sooner.
Knock knock knock
The snow on the street was melting, leaving only dampness. I almost slipped, and when I clenched my hands so tightly they were covered in sweat, I felt like they would give out at any moment.
I rang the doorbell at the house I arrived at.
Ding-dong
After that long bell ringing, I heard your voice.
-Han Dong-min..?
-Open the door
-Okay, I understand
Clank.
As soon as the door opened, I hugged you. You gasped in surprise and didn't know where to put your hands, but then you gently placed your hands on my back.
Your warm body temperature touched mine. My body gradually grew warmer, even hotter. Still, I held you, as if everything was alright, thanks to the cool air coming from the house.
Are you doing this on your own? Does not pushing me away mean you are accepting me rather than rejecting me?
After holding you like that for a few minutes, you quietly stopped talking.
-Dongmin-ah
-…..uh?
-I had a dream today. I gave you a white flower while you were lying down.
-….
-But no matter how much I looked at it, it was blurry so I couldn't tell what kind of flower it was..ㅎ
-so..?
-I wish that flower was a baby's breath
-…?
-The flower language is eternal love.
-..!!
-I guess I liked you for quite a while...
-I used to love you
-…
-But now I love you
-Is this a confession?
-huh..
-good
-really?
-Uh haha
As soon as I heard those words, I hugged you tighter. You didn't hesitate and kept hugging me. You held me until I finally let go, telling me you loved me.
The first snow fell on the day I died. They say the first snow means waiting. So did you wait for me?
Now I don't have to worry about it anymore. Because I have you. Because you, who will never disappear, came to me.
The summer sun shines down on us, and at this moment, we shine brighter than anyone else. The sky is high and clear, as if foreshadowing our beautiful future.
"I won't let you go this time, love"
I guess I was destined to love you in this life too