I don't know why I'm trying so hard to live, losing myself so much that I'm in so much pain. It hurts so much that tears come without me knowing, and I have to secretly wipe them away, and I'm trapped in a dark, empty universe. How much more must I suffer before I can escape this place? I don't even have the strength to endure it anymore. How much more must I lose myself? How much longer must I endure it? I don't have the strength to endure alone in this empty and scary world any longer. Please save me. I don't want to suffer and secretly swallow my tears any longer. Please save me.