Love me harder

be happy

    I brought her to the door and saw a familiar car nearby, Seungyoun's ofcourse. I saw him waving, as his smile fades as well as his hand that was no longer in the air.

   Our eyes met and I stared  at him with a cold expression, I took a deep breath as it felt heavy. He was looking at me until he change his glance to that woman, beside me. I changed my gaze to his hand which was holding a bouquet of flowers. I then placed my hand on her back and slightly nodded,"I'll go know, have a nice time with your boyfriend," I whispered with a smirk.

     I then turned around and walked fast but hopefully, it looked natural. I kept walking as my fist tightens more. I went straight to the bathroon into the stall and sat down, pathetically.

     I didn't want to cry,...no I couldn't, all that came out was heavy breating and pain in the chest, as I held it. I then went to my office.

     When I saw Seungyoun sitting on my seat, "chagi.." I whispered. He chuckled, and asked me whats wrong? Since I was just standing and staring at him. He stood up and his hands were empty, the room did not have the fresh smell of flowers, if he came to see me, where are the flowers? Did he ditch her? But where are the flowers?

      He walked towards me and gave me a hug, he whispered into my ears,"surprised aren't you?" And giggled. I broke to a smile, as I saw his. He then turned around and looked at the office.
"Wah..you have your own office now, you didn't tell me you got a promotion," he said smiling.

       I just stood there as his arm was wrapped around my shoulder, I took both his hands and held it, so we faced each other. I rubbed his hand with my thumb, staring at them. I saw him starting to frown as I pulled his hands. I stared at his hands for a while and smiled slighty.

     I looked at him and hugged him straight away, as I felt like I was gonna break into tears.

    I didn't wanna show my crying face, I hugged him tight but suprisingly no tears came out.

     "Chagiya...is there something wrong?"he asked, confused. 

    I smiled whilst patting his back,"I know what's going on...but atleast wear our ring.." I replied with a whisper.

    I pulled myself off him and went back to my table and sat down. After a few seconds, he was still standing there, staring at his hand.

   I broke the silence,"Chagi..if you wanna stay please sit down I have more than one chair here,...
also,..you can do as you wish...just be happy," I said with a sigh and a smile to finish off.






To be continued