I sat at the edge of my bed trying to calm myself from breathing heavily, thinking about my dream.
"well, that was vivid." I said as I rubbed my eyes, yawning. I slipped out from under the bed sheets checking the time.
It was 6:50am. I shrugged, it was only a few minutes away from my usual get up, so I made my bed and went straight to the bathroom.
I stand in front of the mirror, letting out a small laugh as I saw my demolished bed hair, since I got up early I decided to take a quick shower before making breakfast.
I grabbed a towel on my hangger, stripping off my night clothes trying not to look at the mirror so I don't have to see my body.
I don't have the best self esteem but I think I'm getting better each day, I still don't like to look at my naked body in the mirror.
I sighed in content as the warm water hit my body, I wish I could stay in the shower longer, but I still have to make breakfast so I made it short.
after a few minutes I already finish my soothing shower, I dried off with a towel on my belly as i walked on my closet to grab a comfortable clothes.
after throwing on the plain white t-shirt and some lose pants, I padded my hair dry and walked straight to the kitchen.
my house isn't big but it works. It has two bedrooms one for me and one for my little baby, one bathroom, a small kitchen and a small living space.
I know that this is not the ideal place to raise a child but it's the best and it's what I can work with. I'm more greatful because I have my hyung to help me out a lot.
Namjoon is my friend since forever if I'll be honest he stayed through everything, he is always there whenever I need some help.
He watches hyunie whenever I have to work as a photographer, it isn't the best pay but it's enough for our weekly essentials.
Today is SATURDAY, me and hyunies weekly day to hang out together since I was working from Monday to Friday and he goes to daycare where Seokjinie hyung watches him, Namjoonie Hyung pick him up always so every Saturday, hyunie and I usually do something new and something fun, it actually helps me a lot to relieve my stress as it usually just spending the rest of the day with my baby.
since it was weekend I let my baby sleep in while I make some pancakes, he really loves pancakes especially the one with whipped cream on top. I played some soft music before starting.
While I was mixing the batter I got a call from Namjoonie Hyung, I swiped my hands and I answered the phone call
"Hello" I asked.
"hey! hobi." my hyung beame, he's now in a good mood, he can make me smile as always.
"Hey hyung" I replied.
"Watcha doooing?" Namjoonie Hyung asked in a sing song tone, I giggled as i responded to him.
"just making some pancakes." I said.
"ohh! yum, is Hyunie still asleep?" he asked.
"Yeah he will probably get up sooner or later." I responded as I put the phone on my ear, continuingly mixing the batter.
"Oh! I almost forgot, noona said that she might be there anytime soon." namjoon hyung said happily.
"Oh! really!?" I said excitedly.
"Uhu.. you really missed her huh." i giggled at him.
"Yea i really missed her but we both know Hyunie missed her more than us." I could imagine his cute bear smile as I hear a little giggles from the other side of the phone.
"I see. How much you really missed her, I just called to check on you both and to tell you about D, have fun today you two. bye! luv yooooo!" Namjoonie Hyung half shouted, I giggled.
"Bye, luv you too hyunggg." After what I said he hung up the phone, I smiled at my self before settling down the phone.
Namjoonie Hyung Is kinda my 'real' family, when my real family abandoned me the moment I told them that I was pregnant, well not literally like, since I was still a minor.
when I turned eighteen I decided I couldn't live in thet environment with hyunie so I moved out, and is now living independently in this apartment, my parents still come quite often to see hyunie and to check on us and some other stuff.
I can tell that they still care about me but i think they were just shock and confused about the whole pregnant thing.
But after all that, I couldn't asked for a better life, I have an amazing best friend that is always there whenever I needed help, a supportive elder sister that's always assisting me while I'm raising hyunie, and an adorable little Angel that makes everything worth it. Seokjinnie hyung is always there, he's always available to watch hyunie when I need it, they're all there by my side in everyday, in every problem.
And even though my sister is always busy with her Business she's been helping me raising hyunie since his birth, she's always there but then she has to leave me when Hyunie already turned three because she still need to run a business, but, she's always checking me and hyunie, and in case I'm kinda short of budget she is paying for some essentials that i can't afford for now, I'm living in a decent appartment, life is pretty good.
I stacked some pancakes on plate, adding some whipped cream on top I sighed in content and started putting the dishes in the sink before I felt my legs being attacked by a little miniature human hugged them. I giggled before picking up my little baby.
"good morning bun." I said as i kissed his cute little cheeks, he giggled and hugged me tightly, leaving a peck on my cheeks .
"mowrning papa!"
I smiled, I kissed his forehead before placing him on the stool picking up the plate of food and stood in front of hyunie.
"I made pancakes." he squealed and made grabby hands towards the food. I smiled but I shook my head.
"what do we say?" I asked he thought for a few seconds putting his hands down and smiled cutely.
"Pwease?" He asked, I nooded and placed the food in front of him.
he giggled in excitement, and waited for me to cut it for him I shook my head at his cuteness, I started to cut his food not long after and I was done he give me a quick. "tankuuu" before diving into his food.
"is it good?" I asked he nooded right away and gave me two thumbs up with his tiny hands, I smiled and started to wash the dishes.
"so, where do you wanna go today?" I said scrubbing the pan i used.
"Oh! right! I wanna go to da café and the park!.....pweasee." he finished, I giggled but nooded my head, I heard his excited giggles from behind.
"I'm done!" hyunie said as he smiled proudly.
"wow goodjob!" I said as I patted his hair making him giggle.
"do you wanna take a bath?" i asked making him nodded quickly.
"then let's goo!" I said as we walked to the bathroom.
I'm happy he's not a bratty kid like others, he listens to everything and he is polite when he wants something, he knows when it's a good time to asked something, or not, he is very patient and understanding which I was greatful for.
After we finished his bath, which thankfully goes smoothly with a little splashes, I drained the tub as I dried his tiny cute body off, gently patting his hair and wrapping him up in the fluffy towel as i carry him to his room.
"what shall we wear today?" I asked standing in front of his closet, I sat on his bed, he shrugged his shoulders making me giggle, starting to pick an outfit for him.
"bun what about this?" I asked as i put down a white t-shirt and a red short. he nodded.
"yesh papa! i wike it." he said, clapping, I giggled in his cute action as I helped him put it on.
put your shoes on and I'll go change, ok bun." he nodded and rushed towards the front door while wiggling a little, I giggled as I walked towards my room to get change.
I wore some stripe long sleeves and a reap jeans after i got change I go straight to the front where hyunie is waiting for me.
"Papa!!" Hyunie called me.
"why baby is there something wrong?" I asked him he shook his head.
"i wike your outfit" he said while clapping his cute little hands.
"Let's go" I asked, I received a quick nod. I grabbed my keys open the door for him so he can go out of the house without struggle.
"Hand." Hyunie said making me giggle softly i grabbed his hand as hyunie and I walk downstairs with a excited Wiggles from hyunie.
To be continued.