Min Yoongi always walked around with a smile. He smiled at everyone, teacher and student alike, and was praised for his kindness and politeness. He truly was everyone's man. Simply put, most everyone at school liked Min Yoongi.
But Min Yoongi looks into the trash can with a blank expression.It was just completely fucked up. I didn't like Min Yoongi, but I didn't mean to show it so openly. Since it was fucked up anyway, I figured it would be fucked up, so I left through the back door that Min Yoongi came in through as if nothing had happened.
People often say they want to commit suicide when something fails them or they realize they've messed up, like I am now. I'm feeling the same way. I showed hostility toward Min Yoongi, who was known for being nice at school, so if word gets out, the rest of my year will be a bit miserable. Why am I so spineless?
*
I was walking aimlessly throughout the school, but lunchtime was over, so I returned to my classroom. Luckily, after lunchtime, there were only moving classes, so I was thankful that I wouldn't run into Min Yoongi. There were only two or three kids in the classroom, who were packing their books and pencil cases like me. I was hurriedly packing up and leaving, thinking I had to hurry, when I heard the back door open. It couldn't be Min Yoongi, right?
“…”
I never thought that Seolma, who's known for his sleuthing skills, would show up at the exact moment I was in the classroom. My eyes briefly met with Min Yoongi's as he came in through the back door, but he quickly averted his gaze from me. He was already chatting with one of the few remaining friends in the class. Hahahoho, I didn't like the chatter, but it didn't matter, so I gathered up my school supplies and was about to leave through the front door.
"hi?"
“…”
“Can you see me for a second?”
“…”
“…“
“… My homeroom teacher called me, so let’s talk later.”
The teacher's ass, it's the first day of the new semester, so he brought up my homeroom teacher, who doesn't even know my name, and started making jokes that shouldn't even be said. Let's just never see each other again.
*
The next class, and the class after that, I somehow managed to avoid Min Yoongi, and before I knew it, it was time to leave school. Since I was his partner, I had no choice but to stick with him during the assembly, but the moment I was told I could go to the teacher's house, I quickly left and ran out the back door. No, I meant to…
“…Can I talk to you for a moment?
”…“
All my efforts to avoid him were in vain because of Min Yoongi who was holding onto my school bag and wouldn't let go.It happened.
*
I didn't feel like talking for long, so I suggested we talk on the way home. My plan to drop by at the fork in the road was ruined when Min Yoongi wouldn't let go of my bag strap.
There were two plans in total. The remaining one wasAs I was passing by, I remembered seeing Min Yoongi walk home from school a few times, so I joked that the opposite direction he was going was the way home. Then he said he was going there too and followed me. It was a moment when I wanted to take away the title of everyone's man that had been attached to him.
How long had we been walking in silence? I was considering throwing my bag down and running away when Min Yoongi broke the silence and asked me a direct question.
“Why did you throw it away?”
“…”
"Why did you throw it away?" What should I say? Because I don't like Choco Pies? Because I just don't like you? No matter what I said, I knew the mood would sour. I ran a simulation to figure out what would be the best answer, and my head felt like it was going to explode, so I just blurted out something.
“Because I don’t like it.”
“…”
“...I don’t really like Choco Pies.”
I saw Min Yoongi's expression getting worse in real time and quickly added my words.If I hadn't said one more thing, I could have been in serious trouble. Min Yoongi let go of my bag after hearing what I said, so I figured I'd handled the situation well. I quickly ran off as soon as he let go of my bag's handle. Luckily, I didn't hear any footsteps following me.
I really hope he doesn't twist my explanation. Please!