w. In Yu-jae
You're gone. I didn't want to believe it.
Every day I see pictures of you and me,
I even printed them out and hung them all over my house.
I missed you that much.
"Jungwon, I told you that Jeongguk is no longer here?"
"Yeah, it's already spring.."
"...Please leave me alone for a little while
I'm still having a hard time... Mom and Dad
The person I love, that too
How much did it suddenly disappear?
You don't know how hard it is... Please..."
"...Okay, Jeongwon, please rest and eat."
My parents and friends would talk about that whenever they came to our house.
Take the picture down, he's not there.
I know that too. I just don't want to believe it.
So I just thought you were gone for a while.
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And my days were the same as before.
I wake up in the morning, go to work, and come home.
I'll eat a meal or two and chat with you over a can of beer.
If I had to say something that has changed,
I don't have you to do this with me... No
You left for a while.
So today, too, I'm alone, slurping down a can of beer
Instead of telling a story, I wrote a letter.
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Hi, Oppa? It's Jeongwon.
I really missed you today.
Oh, not unusually so.
I really miss you every single day.
And I also think this.
If I said I didn't want to receive flowers
My brother came faster
Wouldn't you be by my side right now?
But actually, if my brother doesn't come to see me like this,
I wish my brother would just go away.
But then, a very dark night passes,
In the end, it is dawn that is by my side.
Oppa, please be my dawn.
please.
I'm so tired,
Does your brother know?
If you see this, please come see me.
Oh, I wish my brother would go.
He said he wanted to see you,
What kind of contradiction is this?
I love you today too.
-I hope it's dawn, Oppa, Bae Jeong-won
-behind
"....Me too, I love you too"