the reason you act like that is
it’s hard to say you don’t hate me,
you sound way too flustered and like you’re avoiding me.
I wonder how hurt you were when I disappeared for years
No, not hurt—maybe you just started to hate me.
That’s the one thing I really hate.
I know it’s selfish, but
I know I have no right to say it, but
when I’m with the boys, I get annoyed..
when you and I are together, I’m happy.
I’m really, really happy.
I wonder if you don’t feel the same.
I have tutoring again today.
You and I will meet again,
and we’ll end up sitting across from each other.
While receiving that gaze from you,
I don’t have the confidence to smile, Beom-a
