Side Story 3. A collection of Baekhyun's writings within the work. - Our story won't end, we'll meet again [BL/Chanbaek]

Episode 5.

'Ah, he is leaving me too.
Another grave is created, another grave is created. My old friend, my beautiful baby, my lifelong companion. They all leave me.
One as murder, one as an accident, one as a crime.
And I will leave you, as if I were committing suicide.
O life, which is worse than a fly, why do you leave so easily?
By my side, there are no flies, no people, no anything left.
There is only a fly tomb.'

-Baekhyun Byun, Paris Tomb.

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Episode 6.

Who will be crumbling under his touch? Is it me, or yourself?

-Baekhyun Byun's Paris grave.

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Episode 18.

'I had overlooked it. My old, tired, creaking body. I had been hit hard by the looks, words, and actions of others. But the biggest blow. Was it me?
I will not be left by murder, accident, or suicide.
I am leaving myself with illness.
Humans are born, live, and die.
For some, that shackle may be very long, or for others, it may be very short.
Those who long for and desire life will have a short shackle.
There will be many people who resent life and do not even seek God.
What about me?
Can I do something called love?
I will shoulder everything, take responsibility for it, and endure it.
Can I become an adult?
And can you love like an adult?
When will I be able to become an adult?
At the end of my horizon, I want to be an unstable adult.
To die as a child.
I am too old. I am too faded. I am too late.
I only found out when I was dying that there were flies that got sick and died.
My Paris grave would be a small hospital room, a small bed, and a vast darkness.
My Paris. My Paris. I, the Paris. Easily stepped into death.'

-Baekhyun Byun. Paris Tomb.

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Episode 18.

"If there's a warmest star in the Milky Way that surrounds me, I'll live knowing it's you. Even if you don't say anything, I'll know it's you and say nothing. For this night."

-Baekhyun Byun. The person who shines the brightest in my night.

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Episode 19.

There are flowers that never wither.
The flower was always beautiful and always fragrant.
The flower always spoke to its owner.

'Don't leave me.'

The owner of the flower whispered softly to the flower.

'You are my life.'

Very, very small.

'Will you be sad if I leave?'

The flowers whispered too, perhaps even more quietly than the boy.

'You will encounter a sorrow beyond sorrow. Like someone who has transcended death.'

The flower smiled faintly.

'Will you be sad when I leave?'
"Do you feel sad when the air disappears? Do you miss it?"

The flower still spoke with a lovely and beautiful smile.

"When the air disappears, I'll die. My air, my love, my wish. My sky. My everything. I promised eternity, but you promised love. That's why I don't grieve. I don't miss you."

The flowers are very pretty.

'However, I will always be with you, so you will never be lonely. Like air.'

The boy stroked the flower with trembling hands.

"The flower that promised eternity will never wither. How can you follow me?"
"It's because of your love that I don't wither. It's because of your affection that I can do this. I promised you love, so I won't wither. I promised you eternity, so I won't die unless you die. That's it. Just. Really. That's all there is to it. Love."

The boy touched the branch, not the flower's leaves.

"If the leaves fall and only the branches remain, then I will truly come to you, wherever you are."

-Baekhyun Byun. A flower that never withers.

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Episode 19.

My beloved. You who swallowed my life whole. You who blinded me with love. You who deafened me with love. You who gave me the ability to soar, to look upon that faraway, high happiness.
The watercolors I painted with my tears, though stained, were my life, my love, my very being. You who were my paint. You who filled me, empty and aching, with color. You who took my hand as I stood in the black and white streets, and you who led me on the rough paths, and you who made me walk the smooth paths first. You who, thanks to you, not only do the calluses on my soles disappear, but even the smallest scratch from the grass disappears. What have I given you?
Even though I have done nothing for you, I have given you my heart. And when I leave, the Milky Way, embroidering the dark night, will surround your head. Fragrant flowers will surround you. A gentle breeze will hold your hand. That will be the night.
That my horizon was only yours.
My horizon was only you.
It is you who made me who I am.
I will remember you even after I die, even if I fall into the fires of hell, or sit on a chair in heaven.
I will remember.

If there's a warmest star in the Milky Way that surrounds me, I'll live knowing it's you. Even without saying a word, I'll know it's you and remain silent. For this night.

-Baekhyun Byun. The person who shines the brightest in my night.

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Episode 20.

Let's part ways now.

I am a flower with falling leaves.

Falling flowers is my death.

The leaves are falling one by one
For me who is dying.

Now, let's part ways.

-Fallen flowers. Baekhyun Byun.