What could you and I possibly say? I hesitated.
But since we had to meet at least once, Yoon-ha
I closed my eyes slightly, clenched my fists, and took one step, then two steps, towards the desk where Choi Soo-bin was sitting.
widely-
"..You must be busy too, why did you come all the way here?"
".. how are you?"
"Yeah, I'm fine"
"I missed you."
It was a pretty short conversation. If you didn't want to see Choi Soo-bin, that's it.
That would be a lie. I've missed you every single day for the past seven years. If I completely forgot you, that would be nonsense.
That's a lie. I'll never feel that way again after meeting you.
I felt emotions.
You know, just remembering that time makes my heart ache and hurt.
But what's really funny is that those few warm words you said
I feel like I'm still living in that era.
You should have just said bad things. Sometimes you do that to me too.
When you think about it, does your heart ache and hurt? No, if it hurts
I wish. I wish you were as sick as I am.
"..why did you come back again"
"I told you, I miss you."
"If that's the reason, then go back."
" .. why? "
"I don't like you anymore. You were right to miss me,
I was wondering if you were doing well, since you left me like that.
If I said I completely forgot you, that would be a ridiculous lie.
How could I forget you? Why don't people tell me you're not a new person?
When people ask me, "Have you met?", I just avoid the question or don't answer. I'm still living in that era, and I'm meeting a new person.
How can we meet?
"I'm sorry, very much."
" ... "
"You may not believe it, but back then I wanted to do everything for you,
I wanted to match it. The result is now like this. "
That subtle and mysterious mix that only you have always had
I miss the scent. I know I might not like the scent, but I like the scent.
It was really nice. Sometimes, just occasionally, I smell that scent.
The absurd thought that you might be in it
I do it often.
"It's too late to regret not meeting in the first place,
"Isn't it too early for us to break up?"
" you .. "
"We've never been friends before."
"Shall we start by saying that we are friends?"
Another name for love is youth. Through youth.
Because I experienced love and came to know youth through love.
The nightmare of first love. If the opposite of nightmare is love, then it's like candy.
If sweet first love is described as a nightmare,
I might feel like crying for no reason, but I'll be plagued by nightmares my whole life
Okay. We scattered in the sea where the waves are rolling.
Memories and nightmares will be condensed to show a new love,
Of course. I'm sorry I couldn't tell you that I liked you.
Still, I will always think of you
You know it's me