You could have been happy
You could have left me
I can't even bring myself to leave you.
I see you were someone who knew how to laugh.
You cried like that because you were next to me.
It really hurts like crazy.
I am picturing you in the sky
Connecting the stars, connecting you and me
Connecting the stars without breaking or stopping
I know it's selfish, but I'm looking for you like crazy.
I miss you even though I know you will cry next to me.
I don't want to let go of even a fleeting lingering attachment.
I'll wait for you, I'll find you
I'll call you
Please accept it
Ask the stars
They aren't coming back
Ask hundreds or thousands of times as if you've lost your mind.
I'm the one who was abandoned.
I'm looking for you like a lost puppy
Your scent is now buried in the rain, too.
I was without an umbrella, and when I looked at the sky, the stars had disappeared.
Only the thick fog and the electronic billboards on the dawn streets crackle and shine.

