- It's a shame to break up like this... I... like kissing...
- …!
- That, that's not it…
Seung-ah came to her senses belatedly and tried to explain, but Yoon-ki poked her palm and grabbed Seung-ah's hand, which was playing with it, and spoke.
- What's wrong? ... Are you going to say no again? Ha... Seung-ah, really...
- Uh, I'm sorry...
- Don't be sorry, I'm not mad.
- But…
- …I’m the problem. Do you know how worried I was the whole time we were dating, afraid that I might unknowingly touch Seung-ah, that I might surprise her and make her want to run away? But Seung-ah just smiled brightly and hugged me, as if she didn’t know anything.
Seung-ah felt sorry for Yoon-ki, who was genuinely troubled. If only she had been a little braver and a little more honest, she wouldn't have had to make people suffer like this. She'd been trying to be considerate, but instead, she'd been whining and harassing people. Seung-ah made a mental note to herself to make an effort to be honest. Truthfully, Seung-ah had been so fond of Yoon-ki that she'd held his hand and hugged him tightly without even realizing it, so hiding it was impossible.
- sorry.
- I told you not to be sorry..
- That's... it's going to get more brutal soon.
- ? What is that…?
Seung-ah squeezed her eyes shut and pulled Yoon-gi towards her, grabbing his collar. Yoon-gi was too flustered to think clearly, but he could feel Seung-ah's reaction, which was surprisingly timid compared to his grand actions, through their lips that touched. Seung-ah thought her heart was pounding right in her ears. She was so nervous that she was going crazy, but she felt the corners of Yoon-gi's mouth keep rising, and she felt a lump in her throat. She thought that this stupid kiss wouldn't be a big deal, that he wouldn't be nervous, that he was the only one who was nervous. Yoon-gi suppressed his smile and grabbed Seung-ah's shoulder as he pulled away from her and said.
"You're so cute it hurts my heart, but you don't have to do this on purpose, Seung-ah. ...I don't want that. I got ahead of myself and made things difficult for you, Seung-ah. So from now on...
- Who said that! I wasn't forcing you, I just wanted to, I just pulled you in because I like Min Yoongi so much...?!! Me...! I kept waiting because you said you'd kiss me today...!!
Cool. Yoongi almost gasped. Seungah, who was quickly pouring out words to Yoongi, who was cowering with a flushed face, covered her face with the back of her hand and avoided eye contact, and her ears looked so adorable. She didn't even think about her own blushing face, just finding Yoongi adorable.
- I see... I waited... that's it.
- Yeah..! So.. So don't laugh. I know I'm stupid, but... I'm really nervous, but I'm trying to be brave... .
- What should I do when I laugh because I like you so much? You keep doing cute things.
- …! That, that’s why I laughed..
- … What if you find out how far I can push you? I can’t just kiss you when you can’t control yourself. You’ll be shocked. … But since Seung-ah is like this, I can’t stand it anymore. I’ll try my best to come to my senses. If you want to stop in the middle, just hit me on the shoulder or cheek, or bite my tongue.
- That, that's a bit…
- …I'll stop. I'm not sure I can hold out.
Seung-ah screamed silently inside. It felt strange to see Yoon-gi so anxious, having always seen him so relaxed and playful. Actually, yes, it felt good. She thought he was being mean and mean, but Seung-ah still felt good. She had never felt such excitement, such emotions, in her life. Seung-ah quietly grabbed Yoon-gi's sleeve and nodded. It was her typical gesture of permission. As soon as Seung-ah gave her permission, Yoon-gi silently strode toward her and gently cupped her cheeks. He stared at Seung-ah silently, closing his eyes tightly as he held onto the hem of his shirt. He smiled as always, and his lips landed warmly on hers. The gentle touch and the affectionate kiss made Seung-ah relax, and she let go of his tight grip, naturally wrapping her arms around his waist.
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This is driving me crazy... Seung-ah thought about the situation earlier with a flushed face. Yoon-gi, who had gently led me and comforted me when I was awkward and shy because it was my first time, kept flashing through her mind. Seung-ah loved the way he, with his dead eyes filled with regret, gave her a quick kiss and smiled as he placed his hand on her forehead when she was almost melting.
- It's gotten really hot. It's like a hot pack.
How could someone come up with such an idea..?? Isn't it so lovely... Seung-ah felt like crying because she was so happy. When Seung-ah smiled awkwardly, Yoon-ki silently hugged her and told her to go home, and as he hurriedly walked away, it seemed as if a sense of regret was dripping from his back.
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Seung-ah is awkward at kissing (of course, because it's her first time)
I try to be restrained, but I love Yoongi so much
The two ended up kissing once or twice while taking a break. ^^