When I got home, I felt like I had no energy. I must have drunk too much last night. My head feels dizzy from the hangover.
-The bean sprout soup was delicious earlier…
Somehow, I remembered it because it was related to Senior Seongho. I tried to forget about it, but he suddenly appeared, and I was confused and avoided him. Then, after a while, he left, causing a huge commotion in my heart.
Honestly, even if I try to apologize, it doesn't come out of my mouth and I feel like the apology is going back to me. I try to say something, but the words just won't come out. That feeling...
-Ah, I don't know... I'll just sleep...
I lay down like that, but I couldn't sleep and my senior was floating around in my head. Crazy... Do you still like him... It was a few years ago, but I still can't get over it. Meteor shower... How foolish.
Whenever I stand in front of my senior, I feel like I'm floundering and can't get out. It's like being stuck in a swamp and having a hard time getting out... My senior is exactly that kind of person. He's like a swamp to me, someone who holds me back and prevents me from getting out.
-Ha… You’re crazy, you like senior Yoo Seong-woo..
I closed my eyes and fell asleep, feeling my face heat up like summer. I wished I could forget my senior, even in my dreams... I wished for something so trivial and impossible.
[Seongho's point of view]
It feels like everything is falling apart. After you left, the house is filled with traces of your brain. From the bed to the table and chairs, everything is filled with you.
I started cleaning the house to clear my mind. I usually don't have any thoughts while cleaning, but today, for some reason, I can't concentrate.
I wonder if it's because you came and went... My mind is agitated, so I sweep hard with the broom when I clean. The poor broom is getting damaged and my mood is falling like a roller coaster in real time.
-I'm going crazy, really..
Instead of clearing my mind of that mess, I just made it worse before picking up the guitar. Even when I was playing well, I kept making mistakes. Every time, at the same point...
-her…;;
I kept making mistakes that I never made before, so I was getting annoyed and my mind was finally breaking down.
I feel like everything becomes black and white without you.. It's like colors start to appear in my eyes only when you come. Meteor Shower, you really seem to have a knack for driving people crazy..?
I struggle to get out of you like someone who has fallen into the deep sea. Even when I come up, I only lose strength and only soap bubbles come out of my mouth.
Is it me or you who is struggling?