If you are a student at our school
There's no way I wouldn't know Choi Beom-gyu
Why, I'm good at sports too
Always be with your friends
He even became handsome, didn't he?
And he's good at dancing too
When I'm on stage, I can't help but look at him
Because everything is perfect
He was everyone's unrequited love
I was included too
But he is more active than me
I like it more because it is visible that there are many children.
I decided to give up on liking you
But... everyone is like that
It's hard to give up on unrequited love easily
If that's even more of a first love
But that's me haha
I want to give up, but it's hard.
Because it's just visible
I feel like I keep getting excited and looking forward to it
It could be just me getting excited...
It's hard, so why can't I just like it?
I thought about that a lot too,
I have to quit for a few days... I have to quit... Because I'm being brainwashed
It was easier than I thought?
Even now, when we meet, I still get nervous and excited
I don't think I'm as nervous as I used to be
Brainwashing like that every day
The day has come when this brainwashing is shattered
I was on my way home after school
Senior Beomgyu is talking to me
Hello? (Beomgyu
So my heart started beating again
N..yeah?
Ah.. Hello (Yeoju
Can you give me your number? (Beomgyu
Yes????? ( Yeoju
Don't be too surprised...
I just like it haha
you ( Beomgyu
When I heard this, I was so surprised that I almost screamed.
I just gave you a reference number
That's how we kept in touch
KakaoTalk
Hello ( Beomgyu
Hello (Yeoju
Um... Can you let me go? (Beomgyu
Ah.. yeah! (Yeoju
Good (Beomgyu
There was no word after that
I don't know what to say either
Is it just me who is treated like this? I also had doubts
I wish it was just me
So I sent a message
The next day haha
KakaoTalk
Senior (Yeoju)
Huh?? Why Yeoju? (Beomgyu
It's really so affectionate... .
Do you have time after school today? (Yeoju
Horse (Beomgyu
Yes?? (Yeoju
I told you I'd let you go (Beomgyu
Oh right..( Yeoju
It's time (Beomgyu
But why? (Beomgyu
Let's eat together after we finish (Yeoju)
Is that so? ..( Yeoju
No, let's eat (Beomgyu
Yeah!! (Yeoju
Should I wait in front after finishing? (Beomgyu
I would appreciate it if you did that (Yeoju
That's what we promised
We met after school
I wonder when he changed his clothes... he was wearing casual clothes
I was really excited…
So I quickly changed into the casual clothes I had brought just in case.
I went to a restaurant to eat
It was surprisingly cute that he couldn't eat much and couldn't eat hot food.
After eating like that, I have time left
I decided to go to karaoke
But... he even sang well...
How can I not be excited when I hear this?
Anyway, we played like this and the weather got a bit dark
Senior Beomgyu took me home
And before we went to bed, we talked on the phone without realizing how much time had passed.
After that day, we met almost every day.
There were times when Beomgyu senior made the appointment, and there were times when I made the appointment first.
As it was like this... I really became so fond of senior Beomgyu that I couldn't control him.
So, with a feeling of not knowing what to do, I confessed to my senior on his birthday.
But... my senior accepted it...
I was really happy that day
That's how we started dating
Beomgyu oppa's expressions of affection also increased.
But compared to him, I feel embarrassed and ashamed
I couldn't express my affection
My brother always said he loved me...
The only answer I could give was "Me too"
“I love you” I can’t say it well..
This isn't the first or second time this has happened.
So, my brother seemed to have a lot of thoughts
We haven't been in contact much and we've seen each other less often.
On the date we finally got, there was almost no conversation
My brother didn't even look at me.
I don't know what to do...
I thought it would be resolved if I just left it alone... so I just left it.
But this was the problem...
The next day, my brother asked me to meet him because he had something to tell me.
It's been a while since my brother made an appointment with me first
I got ready in a hurry and went out.
I didn't know something like that would happen...
When I went out, my brother had already arrived.
however.. The first thing my brother said when we met was
“Let’s stop now.”
The moment I heard that, tears almost burst out.
After hearing that, I ran away...
Since that day, I want to hold my brother
We kept in touch
But... he read and ignored everything...
But it still continues like that
I got one last chance
I ran without even organizing what I was going to say in my head.
I was so mad that I couldn't even organize my thoughts
As soon as I saw my brother
" Sorry "
It started with this word
“Is it so difficult to just say ‘I love you’?
“I could have done it once..
however
He said this...
That's how my first love ended...