#02 / "Unforgettable Person"
It's the beginning of summer. Ever since I broke up with Seokjin, I've been trying my best to forget him. But it's not always easy, and every day feels like hell. I've given up because it's hard, and thinking about him every day will only make it harder, so I need to forget.
"Hey, let's go for a drink today. I'm really not in a good mood today..."
"You drink, I'm not drinking anymore"
"Wow... Hey, isn't this really too much? Who was it that drank with you every day after you broke up with Seokjin-sunbae...!"
"...I guess we really shouldn't drink together."
"Oh, ah... sorry... I thought you forgot about that senior..."
"Okay, that could be possible."
"Thanks to you, we're going out for a drink together.. haha"
I didn't want to drink, but I wanted to forget as quickly as possible. I don't know if it's just me, but I feel like I can't forget more than others, and it's not every day, but it seems to be almost every day.
In the evening, I met a friend and went to a nearby bar to drink the drinks we had planned.
"Here are 4 bottles of soju!!"
"Hey...! Are you crazy? 4 bottles of soju..??!"
"What are you talking about? You're a good drinker."
"No... I don't plan on drinking much...?"
"Then, what should I eat before I die? LOL"
"But why are you asking me to drink...? Is something serious going on?"
"Yeah... I'm here to drink... but it's a little embarrassing to tell you...?"
"You're sorry if you tell me...? Why, what is it? Just tell me. I'm fine."
" ...Didn't I tell you... that my boyfriend is my first love..."
"Yeah, that's right"
I didn't know until then. I just thought it was something bad between my friend and her boyfriend, but I was surprised. I never thought my friend would remind me of my past.
And I never thought I'd have another, more shocking encounter
I really couldn't figure it out...
"I broke up... with my boyfriend... no... he's my ex-boyfriend now..."
" ... That's... what it was..."
"See... I think it's better not to talk about it"
"Anyway... you said you only looked at me and loved me... but... ha... is it right to break up like this..."
"... I'm sorry, I don't know what to say. I'm sorry... I'm really frustrated."
"Uh...Kim Seokjin...senior...?"
We ran into each other. I never imagined we would run into each other in a place like this.
I was so surprised I couldn't move.
"Uh...hello..."
"...let's just go"
"What are you talking about? Are you crazy? I'm not leaving until I'm drunk."
"Of course you can't go because you have to take responsibility."
"Just stay here, lady..."
"Okay, we'll go."
"I just came to meet a friend, I'll be there soon, so just wait a moment."
"...Senior, is that possible? I... still haven't forgotten you, Senior. You may have forgotten me, but no matter what, I feel uncomfortable. Being in the same space as you."
"Hey... why are you talking so harshly...!"
"...It would have been better if you hadn't just pretended not to know from the beginning. Sorry, I was a bit harsh."
"No... I'm fine..."
"Then, I'll go first."
"Mr. Lee... You just wait and see. I'll drink properly next time."
Yeoju City Point
This encounter left me even more confused. I still haven't forgotten my senior, and if we meet here, what will I do next?
Seokjin's point of view
I missed you so much. It's true I was the one who suggested we break up, but I guess I can't help missing you so much. I should have told you I was sorry, that I was wrong, but was it just too hard for me? And I wanted to tell you too. That I still haven't forgotten you, that I miss you so much...