A certain army's diary

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Hello? This is my diary, filled with my sad story.

I'm really soft-hearted, but I don't show it. The kids think I'm strong, but I'm really soft.

So, when I hear harsh words, I take it as trauma...

I'll start the story now.

This was a day when I really wanted to die.

Even though I was with my family, I felt like I was delusional and lonely, wondering why I was living like this.

And I'm dizzy Mom and Dad are sending me somewhere else, and I feel like that means I'm not needed.

And there are times when I have an arrow stuck in my heart and I don't know why I'm living like this and I want to die.

I worry about my mom and dad, but I don't know why I worry, and I hate myself for being like this... It's complicated, and I feel lonely because there's no one to protect me... Everything passes.

I've been repeating the same day for a year... no, two years. I don't know why I live like this... I'm also weak, but I don't know and just say harsh things...

But I hope you take this seriously...