Are you a wolf? Are you a dog?

time alone

'Was I sleeping..?'

When I came to, I was sleeping.

'What the... is this a dream...? Dreams can't be this vivid.'

When I looked at the time, it was dawn.

'I should take a walk outside.'

It was just 5 a.m., so it was neither too dark nor too bright, neither too cold nor too warm, just average weather.

But there's a familiar silhouette over there...

....!!

I ran towards it...

신여주

Ah...it was Chan....

이찬

N...sister...my brother...where is my brother...

이찬

I didn't come home all night.

신여주

.....

'Oh, it wasn't a dream.'

Sunyoung disappeared from this world a long time ago...

이찬

Sister, please speak.

신여주

M...sorry...

이찬

What are you sorry about?

신여주

......I got it....

이찬

yes..?

신여주

I left this world

신여주

I went on a really long trip

신여주

But I don't think he'll come back now. What should I do..?

이찬

Sister... First, calm down and tell me slowly and carefully. What happened?

신여주

That... I think the dog that came to visit my house was Sunyoung...

신여주

I thought it wasn't a dream, it wasn't a dream, but I never thought it would actually happen.

I didn't know either

'I didn't know it would end up this futile'

Before I could finish speaking, I collapsed on the spot, cold liquid dripping from my eyes.

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under.....

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I guess that's how my brother ended up going too

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But my older sister and brother didn't leave, they just went to another world for a while.

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So just wait until I find my brother. I will find my brother.

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'No matter what happens...I can't stand seeing you cry like that...'

신여주

Can... can things really go back to how they were?

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Yeah....'maybe'

As I sat there crying, thinking of Sunyoung for a while, my younger brother, who was much younger than me, comforted me and made me feel like he was more mature than me.

Is this also a part of warmth...?

I think it's admirable that Chani calms me down with his warm voice.

How can he be so calm when his brother suddenly disappeared?

In a space where such awkwardness and sadness coexisted, I tried to break the atmosphere by leaving first.

신여주

Chan-ah... I'll go home first. Please... find Soon-young...

이찬

Yes... I will definitely find you, sister.

So I held Chan-i's hand and walked home alone for the first time in a long time.

When I got home, it was almost 6 o'clock...

I fell onto the bed and lay down.

신여주

Really....did it disappear...like this all of a sudden?

Sunyoung, you know that I can't live without you, so why did you have to leave like this?

I was overcome with guilt and anger at myself for not being able to protect Sunyoung.

So...so...I really...don't know, I couldn't help it

He cut his wrist with a sharp, shiny, silver-covered object.

If I'm in so much pain right now, how much more must Sunyoung, who's so far away, be in?

The pain of not being able to see Soonyoung was more painful than the pain of cutting my wrist.

Is Soonyoung okay? Is she hurt anywhere?

I fell asleep after thinking about so many things.

'Huh...what is this? Is this a dream...?'

'I think the dream is just beginning'

'You should keep your mouth shut'

*In a dream*

Is this an amusement park?

I felt like I was at an amusement park.

But... I... am alone...

A passing Peter Pan spoke to me.

피터팬

Hello, Brave Knight

Peter Pan's expression hardened when he saw the scar I had made on his wrist, then he smiled again and spoke in a calm voice.

피터팬

Hmm....I guess the scar on that wrist is a proud scar from fighting the pirates and winning.

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yes..?

Then Peter Pan took my hand and held it tightly with his own.

피터팬

If you're having a hard time, talk to the people around you. Don't create more of this proud wound. If you're having a hard time, talk to them.

피터팬

You are more precious than anyone else, so let's promise not to inflict such glorious wounds, even if it's difficult. Let's promise to love ourselves!

'Proud scars, glorious scars... Are you talking about the scars I inflicted on myself?'

신여주

Yes, we promise.

신여주

And one more thing, I promise you that whenever I want to shake off my worries, you will appear in my dreams and tell me about them...

피터팬

That's a good suggestion. We make a promise.

After saying that, I woke up from my dream as Peter Pan kissed the back of my hand.

I had a strange dream

A dream where a strange Peter Pan appears and promises something...

What time is it now?

7 o'clock....

School...I don't want to go. Soonyoung isn't here.

I told my teacher that I would leave work early just for today, and I calmed down and thought quietly.

'Without Soonyoung, wouldn't I have no reason to live?'

+ Quote and song lyrics

Your hands that touched me, your voice that called me, are still vivid and still linger

Why couldn't I have done my best when you were around? If I had been stronger, I would have held on to you till the end.

-BTOB someday-

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Haha... I really like this writer.... I had a lot of blank periods because I couldn't think of any material, but I felt like I couldn't put it off any longer, so I wrote this in a hurry.

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I really like the lyrics of BTOB's Someday, so I wanted to recommend them to our readers, so I wrote the lyrics like this (I think it fits Yeoju's current situation too)

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Ah! And I also wrote a fanfic called Carrot Kindergarten is always sunny~♡. It got a better response than I expected, so I'm going to continue this fanfic!! Our readers ❤ me!!!