Before I die, I hope I can proudly say that my life was happy.

Depressed for life.

It's strange how, while I was in my mother's womb, I was loved even though I did nothing, but now that I'm born and have nothing to do, I don't receive any love. I've always been a bit depressed. I was a child who caused trouble every day, but because I was still young, adults didn't say much.

I think I was in sixth grade when I told my mom I was so depressed I thought I was going crazy. But she didn't seem to care.

엄마

It's like that for everyone during puberty~

I really thought that was the case. Still, I grew up like any other kid. I made friends and, of course, dated.

여주

I'm just telling you, am I really going through puberty? I'm so depressed.

여주의 친구

Hey! One of my friends said that and went to a mental hospital and was admitted... Don't you think you should go to the hospital too?

I was shocked, really. I was that serious? It was a bit shocking. My friend looked at my expression and seemed flustered, unable to say anything. I became even more depressed after that day. Until then, I thought I would be depressed for the rest of my life.