diary
testament
※This point is in the third person.
That evening when Yoon-ki and Yeo-ju met again, Seok-jin, who had been searching for Yeo-ju and arrived late after receiving a call, was also surprised to hear the news about Yoon-ki and ran to the hospital room.
석진
" yunki min..!! "
윤기
"Shh, be quiet... The heroine, wake up..."
Seokjin lowered his gaze slightly and saw the female lead sleeping while leaning against the bed and holding Yoongi's hand tightly.
Only then did Seokjin shut his mouth, approach Yoongi, and begin to talk in a small voice.
석진
"Limited time... You should have told me sooner."
윤기
"My brother is weak-hearted, so if I had told him, I think he would have heard about it."
윤기
"...well, in the end the nurse took the lead"
석진
"You idiot... Do you think the heroine will be happy if you just live like that without knowing anything?"
석진
"The female protagonist suffered so much because of you..."
윤기
"What if I told you the other way around?"
윤기
"It was torture for the female protagonist to watch me grow weaker and weaker."
윤기
"I'd rather... be a fucking punk who suddenly disappeared for no reason."
윤기
"I thought it would be better to make the heroine think I was a bad guy for no reason than to watch me get worse and worse..."
석진
"This kid..."
석진
"I'm done for... How can I beat someone who does this..."
석진
"Yeoju, just keep it yours..."
석진
"Just make me happy for the rest of my life and take responsibility for it until the end..."
윤기
" no "
석진
" what....? "
윤기
"I already gave the female lead to my brother before I was admitted to the hospital... The female lead is no longer mine.. "
석진
" hey... "
윤기
"I know, but... if in the end I can't let go of my attachment to Yeoju and want to stay with her..."
윤기
"It will be even more painful for the female protagonist left behind after I disappear..."
윤기
"So, you take responsibility for the female lead."
윤기
"I... won't get involved in Yeoju's business anymore..."
But, contrary to what he said, Yoon-gi put a little more force into the hand he was holding and turned his gaze towards the window.
윤기
"Oh, right... "
윤기
"If you look in the left drawer of the desk over there... there will be a small notebook."
윤기
"That note... please burn it when I die."
윤기
"...because it's a diary written by a man who was a bundle of foolishness until the very end..."
Seokjin turned his gaze to the desk that Yoongi was pointing at with his hand, then seemed lost in thought for a moment before nodding slightly.
윤기
"I think I'm done asking you, hyung..."
윤기
" .........Thank you, please take good care of the heroine.. "
석진
"Ha, that's a lot to ask of you... Just die quickly, you annoying guy..."
석진
"In the next life...let's stay closer for a longer time..."
Seokjin's words, which started out as a joke to lighten the mood... ended up as a sad wish.
After Seokjin finished speaking like that, he immediately left the hospital room... After he left, for a while, you could see Seokjin in the hallway in front of the hospital room, covering his mouth with his hand and shaking his shoulders...