Don't curse me, curse yourself

My first meeting with her

정국

“....If I fall down there, the misfortune will stop...ㅎ Why do I always fail...Is there always a cry in my heart that I want to live...”

(Always ranked 3rd in the whole school, but my parents keep nagging me to be 1st, and my friends' envy and jealousy when they find out I'm 3rd in the whole school... Now... I don't want to see those voices, those eyes, those emotions anymore... That's why I'm going to end my life today..)

정국

“....Now...should I jump down..?”

(The moment I was ready to jump, the rooftop door opened and a girl hurriedly stopped me.)

박여주

“Come down..!! It’s..dangerous!!!”

정국

“..It’s dangerous..I know that..But I..don’t want to come down...”

박여주

“Please...don’t die...then the life you’ve been living will become meaningless...”

정국

“....The life I've endured...is meaningless...haha”

(I heard her words and went down to the roof. My feet that were floating in the air were touching the ground. As soon as I got down, she ran to me and hugged me.)

박여주

“Ugh... Ugh... Don’t die... Please... I don’t want to see you die like my real brother...”

정국

“....I’m sorry...I won’t try to die anymore..”

박여주

“Oh my... Really...? Promise me... that you will never die.”

정국

“Yes..? Um... yes... I understand. I promise.. I will.”

(It was my first meeting with her. I never knew a first meeting could be this affectionate... When I look at other people, most of them always look at their grades and wear a mask. But she was different. She was really gentle and sincere.)

박여주

He witnessed his own older brother's suicide with his own eyes. Since then, he has visited the rooftop every day to prevent people from committing suicide.

정국

Jeong-guk (3rd place in the school) saved his life thanks to Yeo-ju.