Dream, I can't dream it again. [BL/Baekdo]

5.

도경수

Baekhyun.

변백현

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도경수

Why are you crying? Don't cry.

A small hand warmly wraps around my face.

A person like spring.

A butterfly-like person.

도경수

I told you not to cry.

On a night when even the air was still, a low, soft voice rang out.

You walk away, kissing my tear-streaked eyelashes.

He hugs me and licks away my salty tears.

Do you love me a lot?

I love you so much.

Like this in my heart.

In the chest.

Live only here.

Not next to me, not in front of me, not beside me.

Live only within me. Love only within me.

How did this road become a path of sharp thorns?

Beneath the delicate petals that rustle at your feet, hidden thorns.

Don't stab me.

It was a sad and crying night.

My whole body was tingling and numb.

The harsh and careless kick left a deep scar.

I had a gun, but I couldn't shoot it.

A clump of blood was stuck to his black hair, making it look tough.

I was just getting beaten up so badly.

Only after a live bullet was lodged in his shoulder did he put the gun into the side of the man's head.

The man was left-handed.

It's a night when I want to see you, gentle and soft.

The rain poured down relentlessly.

I cried like a torrent, like the rain.

When you see me crying.

And seeing something so painful again.

You'll cry too.

I hope you don't cry.

I make you cry again. And yet it keeps repeating. If I give you one hand, the other has to be on the gun at my waist.

Don't forgive me. You will never forgive me.

I, who miss you endlessly, am a person who cannot miss you.

A man with no qualifications, no position, no country, just guns and bombs.

Don't look back, don't turn around.

Don't do anything.

My Kyungsoo, who must forget everything as if in a dream and be happier than anyone else.