Even if I cheat, you don't cheat when you sleep.
#17 Still, loving me...





김여주
...;;


김여주
Where did they go..;;


김여주
I told him to wait in the car...


김여주
Where have you been in the meantime?


김여주
under..

Thump thump._

I called Beomgyu.


Stop._


김여주
📱 Beomgyu, where are you?


최범규
📱 Oh, this is our hospital..


김여주
📱 What? A hospital??


최범규
📱 Yes..


김여주
📱 Why are we suddenly at the hospital..;;


최범규
📱 That's...


최범규
📱 Yeonjun hyung hurt his arm...


김여주
📱 ...What?

Did you hurt your arm?

...no way



김여주
📱 Okay, okay


김여주
📱 I'll be there soon

Stop._

I hung up the phone and hurried to the hospital.








최범규
Brother, my older sister will be here soon.


최연준
...Sigh, why are you calling me here?


최범규
Sister, you need to know your brother's condition too.


최범규
It's an avulsion fracture.


최범규
furthermore...


최범규
The doctor also suspects that I have stress-related panic disorder.


최연준
..sigh, okay


최연준
Don't say that


최연준
You keep nagging me again


최범규
...still,,

...

Druk._



김여주
Choi Yeonjun..!

As soon as I arrived at the hospital, I ran into the room where Yeonjun was.



최연준
..come quickly


김여주
...haha..


김여주
..your arms

I found Fed wearing a cast.



최연준
...


김여주
..


김여주
..why didn't you tell me


최연준
what


김여주
..I hurt my arm


김여주
Why didn't you tell me?


최연준
If I had said,


최연준
Choi Soo-bin didn't follow you?


김여주
what..?


최연준
..no,


최연준
..no, don't say it


최연준
What good is there to hear?


김여주
..



김여주
..the arm


김여주
..is your arm okay?


최연준
uh


김여주
Is there anything else that hurts?


최연준
..doesn't exist


최범규
Me, older sister


최연준
..(^^)


최범규
..


최범규
..brother, it's a fracture


최범규
I'll have to wear a cast for a month.


김여주
Yeah, I guess I'll have to clear my schedule.


최범규
Yes, I will contact the representative.


김여주
huh


Ssuk._


최연준
Let's go then

The Fed stood up.



김여주
Can I be discharged right away?


최연준
What longer can I stay with the cast?


최연준
I just want to go home and rest


김여주
Yeah, let's take a break today.


최연준
..go first.


최연준
I can't drive because my arm is hurt.


김여주
Okay, okay, let's go.


최범규
Sister, I'm going to stop by the CEO, so please take Yeonjun to me.


김여주
Yeah, I'll go in first.


최범규
yes







widely._


김여주
Did you ride it?


최연준
huh

The Fed sat in the passenger seat.



김여주
...

..long time no see

Choi Yeonjun sitting in the passenger seat

..

When we first bought the car, Yeonjun always sat next to me, but after we had a falling out, Yeonjun always rode in the back seat.

Today, the seat next to the Fed became tense again.



최연준
...

T.Tak, tak.._

The Fed reached out to fasten its seat belt with its left hand,

As expected, it didn't work well with one hand.



김여주
..should I do it?

I just watched from the side, then leaned over and approached Yeonjun.


Swish._


김여주
..

I leaned my body closer to Yeonjun and grabbed his belt.

Because of that, the distance between me and Yeonjun became so close that it was less than 5 centimeters.


김여주
...

...be near,

...close, too close

I was very conscious and nervous about being so close to the Fed.

However, I kept my head down and tried my best to focus all my energy on putting on my seatbelt.

but,

But, I couldn't stop my trembling heart.

...could that be the case too?

A little hope that he might be aware of me too



최연준
...


최연준
...what's taking so long

He looked down at me, who was hesitating in front of him, and asked.



김여주
..Ah, okay..!


김여주
..It's done..!

My face turned red at his words and I quickly put my seatbelt on.

And then he grabbed the steering wheel as if nothing had happened.


And so I started the car and headed home.

Boohoo._




All the way there we didn't say anything to each other.

I focused on driving, and Fed continued to look out the window.





김여주
...


김여주
...Choi Yeonjun,

I broke the silence and called the Fed first.



최연준
...


김여주
Choi Yeonjun?


최연준
Tell me because I'm listening


김여주
..

..Huh, where can I get an answer?



김여주
Arm...did you get hurt when you fell?


최연준
huh.


김여주
..were you in a lot of pain?


최연준
Yeah, fucking


김여주
...


김여주
...Thank you for embracing me.


최연준
..


김여주
Thanks to that, I wasn't hurt


김여주
..thank you


최연준
..that's enough.


김여주
..huh

I knew it too,

When the three of us fell together, Yeonjun hugged me and thanks to him, I didn't get hurt.

...Even though he grumbles like that, he seems to care a lot about me.

Thank you

I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you first.

...





김여주
But, why are you in such a bad mood today..?

I cautiously opened my mouth to talk about what had happened earlier.



최연준
..what


김여주
##Do you know the CEO..?


최연준
...


김여주
And the reason you fought with Soobin is related to that representative, right?


최연준
...


김여주
..?


김여주
Why aren't you talking?


최연준
..in a little while


최연준
..I'll let you know when I get home

Yeonjun's expression suddenly turned sour at Soobin and Representative ##'s words.



김여주
...

I looked at the Fed's expression and then went back to focusing on driving.

And so time passed,

I finally arrived home.






Crunch._



김여주
Do you want to eat dinner?

When I got home, it was well past 8 o'clock.



최연준
I don't really think about it


김여주
..no,


김여주
You haven't eaten much all day.

I took the Fed and headed to Bucheon.







I quickly took out the side dishes and set the table.



김여주
It's late so there's not much to prepare


김여주
Eat quickly


최연준
...uh

Dagrak.._

Hesitating.._


최연준
...

The fed couldn't keep holding the chopsticks because he couldn't use his left hand.



김여주
...Give it to me, I'll do it for you


최연준
..

I took Yeonjun's chopsticks and placed the side dish directly on Yeonjun's spoon.



김여주
Eat


최연준
...

Yeonjun hesitated for a moment, looking embarrassed, but then quickly accepted what the female protagonist offered him.



김여주
Okay, eat this too (vegetables)


최연준
..


최연준
..I don't like it


김여주
^^

Phew._

I forced my penis into Yeonjun's mouth.



최연준
Ugh, ugh


김여주
Oh, you eat well haha


최연준
...her


최연준
..this is torture


김여주
Huh?


김여주
You want more of this? (Vegetables)


최연준
...

...save me

...



So, after eating dinner



최연준
I'm sleepy


김여주
Oh, okay, let's go to bed


최연준
Before that


최연준
Wash me


김여주
...


김여주
...what?


최연준
..Look, your arm is hurt


최연준
How to wash with just one left hand


김여주
...

This is completely different from slavery..;;






김여주
I can't shower because of the cast..


김여주
Just brush your teeth and wash your face


최연준
huh


김여주
..give me your face

I brought Yeonjun's face and slowly dabbed water on his face.

Okay..-


최연준
town,


최연준
Ugh, it's cold?


김여주
Just take it as it is^^


최연준
...;;

Rubbing rubbing

And he rubbed Yeonjun's face with soap.

Rubbing rubbing...



최연준
Ugh...


김여주
Stay still


최연준
..ticklish


김여주
Hold on.


최연준
...


김여주
...Okay, that's it


최연준
...


김여주
..Phew,

I burst out laughing at the sight of Yeonjun's soapy face.



최연준
...Why are you laughing?


김여주
No, I didn't laugh?


김여주
..big, huh (lol)


최연준
...


최연준
...I can hear you laughing?


김여주
Oh, no? lol


최연준
...


최연준
...this is real^^

Swish._

Pfft._

The fed pushed his face in and smeared soap on the female protagonist's face.


김여주
..evil,


김여주
..Oh my gosh..!;;


김여주
I buried it all..;;


최연준
So who's going to laugh at that? (Childish)


김여주
..oh, really


김여주
You, come here, Choi Yeonjun.

Thud._

I grabbed Yeonjun by the back of his neck, turned on the water, and started frantically washing Yeonjun's face with the water.

Buck buck,,



최연준
Ugh, ugh..!!


최연준
Hey..ah..ugh, crazy..ugh;;


김여주
Close your eyes, sir~^^


김여주
It's warm when I open my eyes~^^

Splash splash._



최연준
Ugh, ah..ugh really..!;;


최연준
Who wants to suffocate?


김여주
You won't die from this, sir~^^


최연준
...;;


최연준
Did I ask to be washed for this reason?

Chook._

The Yeonjun turned on the shower and sprayed the female protagonist, perhaps because he was angry at her.



김여주
evil!!

The heroine closed her eyes tightly against the shower water, and her whole body became soaked.



김여주
Oh, shit..;;


김여주
Are you crazy?;;


최연준
Yeah, I told you to take it easy.


최연준
Ah, my face really hurts..;;


김여주
...Mr. Woo,,


김여주
I'm all wet..?^^


김여주
I don't even have clothes


최연준
..if you look for it, you'll find it.


김여주
?





최연준
Okay, put this on.

The federation brought a pair of pajamas and handed them to the female protagonist.



김여주
...

...this is,,

The pajamas that Yeonjun brought were couple pajamas.

These were the couple pajamas we bought together when we started living in this house when we were just 20 years old.



김여주
...is this still there?


최연준
..I guess so


김여주
...

Looking at our pajamas, I was reminded of how we looked back then.



김여주
...


최연준
...;;


최연준
If you don't want to wear it, don't wear it.

Yeonjun looked at me and brought out one of his own T-shirts.



김여주
?


최연준
Wear this too


김여주
..yeah, thanks

We suddenly became awkward seeing each other in those pajamas and our conversations suddenly became quiet.



김여주
...


김여주
...Hey, get out


최연준
..?


김여주
Change your clothes and go out


최연준
..


최연준
..there's nothing to see anyway


김여주
Aren't you going out?^^

bang._

I kicked the Fed out of the room.

And I changed into the short-sleeved shirt that the Fed gave me.



김여주
..it's pretty big

The T-shirt Yeonjun gave me was almost down to my knees.

I felt the difference in size between Yeonjun and me.



dripping._


최연준
Are you all dressed?


김여주
Yeah, you can come in.


최연준
...


최연준
It fits well


김여주
So, it's just like my one piece

I grabbed the ends of my t-shirt and shook it like I was wearing a dress.



최연준
..what are you doing..lol


김여주
It seems like it suits you pretty well haha


최연준
..what are you talking about lol


김여주
Hey, but


김여주
Where do I sleep?


최연준
floor.


김여주
..??


최연준
Then why did you tell the patient to sleep on the bare floor?


김여주
..Oh, well..it's not like that..haha


최연준
...did it,


김여주
...lol


김여주
I'll just sleep on the sofa


김여주
You sleep here


김여주
Good night, I'm going

I started walking out into the living room.

But then


Dubthuk

Po-ok._


김여주
!


최연준
Inconvenient,


최연준
Just sleep together.


김여주
...ㅇㅅㅇ

Yeonjun wrapped his left arm around Yeoju and laid her on the bed.



김여주
What are you doing?

I opened my eyes wide and looked at the Fed, surprised by his actions.



최연준
Let's sleep together


김여주
..;;


김여주
No, why me;;


최연준
Go to sleep, I'm sleepy

Swish._

Yeonjun hugged Yeoju and gently wrapped his left hand around her head.



김여주
...What are you doing, all of a sudden..;;

..why

..why are you suddenly doing something you've never done before..

...thump


김여주
...

At that moment, my heart started beating like crazy.

The scent of Yeonjun wafting from his embrace, a feeling I haven't felt in a long time...

And his small, quiet breathing and warm warmth slowly enveloped me.

...I missed you

...I missed all of this

Even the dinner we had together when we came home

Every day before going to bed, we spent the day washing together, joking around, and talking about trivial things.

I think I missed you without even realizing it.



김여주
...

...I know it might sound foolish to say this, but

...right now, this moment

It was so warm to me.



김여주
...


김여주
...Hey, are you sleeping?

After a moment of thought, I came to my senses and saw that Yeonjun was silent and quiet.


최연준
...


김여주
...I see you sleeping

Yeonjun was sleeping soundly, his eyes closed and breathing softly.



김여주
...He said he would tell me when he got home


김여주
He fell asleep first..


최연준
...


김여주
....


김여주
..Good night, Choi Yeonjun

Swish._

I slowly opened my arms to Yeonjun and hugged him tightly.


김여주
..(thump)

So, I hugged Yeonjun and started to shiver as tears suddenly started to flow out.

I still

I guess you love him very much..

Like an idiot,,




Like that, did I sob silently for a long time?

Before I knew it, I was so tired that I fell asleep.

...



Swish..


최연준
...


최연준
...It's stupid,


최연준
Still, loving me...

As the female protagonist fell asleep, Yeonjun slowly opened his eyes and muttered to himself.



최연준
...side.-


최연준
..when will you come back again..


최연준
I find it hard to wait..


최연준
..come back quickly

Yeonjun lightly kissed Yeoju on the forehead and closed his eyes again with a bitter expression.

...




_

_

_




The heart of the female protagonist who still misses Yeonjun's embrace and loves him, and the heart of Yeonjun who desperately waits for such a female protagonist.

They can't touch each other, so they just keep repeating a tight tug-of-war.

..Oh, that's too bad

...



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