Yerin Fanfic | Four seasons - ep32

(Yerin's Perspective)

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I really just ran out blindly.

I didn't have the confidence to look Yewon straight in the face,

I had missed you so much, but when I actually met you, I didn't feel good about it.

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ha....

I just sighed.

I really don't know where things went wrong.

I just walked around aimlessly.

Until my mind is at ease...

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Why did I come all the way here...?

This is... the last place where Yewon and I met... 4 years ago....

Why did my footsteps lead me here..?

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ha....

Ding--

I opened my phone at the sound of it ringing.

When I opened the phone, the gallery opened automatically and I saw Yewon's photo.

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I'm sure... I deleted everything...

Just as I was about to press the delete button... I decided to give Yewon just one chance.

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Kim Yewon......

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It's not that I hate you... It's just that I resent you and feel frustrated... because all you do is apologize to me...

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Because you did that without notice... I felt like I was going crazy for four years... It was so hard, like I was going to die... I just hate you for coming to see me as if nothing happened...

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And if we continue like this, it will only make things harder for both of us... so I'll be patient and wait... until you ask me for forgiveness...

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You just need to tell me... what you're sorry about... why you couldn't tell me... and why you didn't send a single message. Just tell me that much... please come to me first... because things have already turned out this way, so I can't reach out to you...

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lol..

I got annoyed at Yewon... and seeing myself talking to the last remaining photo of her was so pathetic and funny.

Even though my words might have been harsh... I thought it was unavoidable because the wounds Yewon had inflicted on me were so... numerous.

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My head was throbbing, maybe because I was thinking of Yewon again.

I couldn't tell Eunbi unnie... nor the counselor from before... Whenever I thought of Yewon, my head would throb... and I felt like I was going to throw up...

Of course, I did feel a tiny bit better after counseling, but... the name Yewon itself was difficult for me.

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under....

Maybe it was because I came out wearing only a short-sleeved shirt in the cool autumn, or maybe I wasn't feeling well, but I suddenly felt cold and sad.