I accidentally liked my ex-boyfriend's Instagramㅠㅠ

04. Electrolytic drinks

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The awkward space where the mouse clicks and clicking noises lingered was unbearable.

For some reason, while scrolling down, I started tapping the mouse with my index finger...

I could only hear the sound of his back being turned, but I couldn't help but interpret it as something unpleasant.

I wiggled my fingers, feeling oppressed by the time that seemed longer than I expected, and timidly shook my legs.

This is my way of saying that I'm a bit bored right now, Professor...

I furrowed my brows, desperately hoping my name would be called. But I doubt I'd be sent off in perfect condition anyway, so why was it taking so long?

Ah. Was it perhaps too difficult to interpret? Wouldn't it be better to just say it's over now...

But I had this drinking habit... hahaha. It's really useless...

Just as I was starting to let my worries and distracting thoughts flow into my head, the four words I had been longing to hear flew in.

김교수

Yeoju student.

Oh please, finally.

김여주

yes!!

Oops. I was so nervous that I turned toward the professor and jumped up as soon as I heard those four words. The professor, startled, leaned back slightly in the chair and then leaned forward.

Gulp. The sound of someone swallowing dry saliva could be heard next to my ear. Relax, relax.

김교수

It's quite long. Well written. However, the readability of the assignment submission suddenly drops in the middle, to the point where I personally find this email easier to read.

김여주

yes.

김교수

The female student felt a B+ was a very disappointing grade and requested a correction. "Well, I don't think that's the case. Please check your assignments carefully before submitting them in the future."

김교수

I know the student is usually good at this, so I got this score. Otherwise, it wouldn't have been surprising if he had gotten a C. However, I evaluated the score from a new perspective, outside of conventional thinking.

Ah... that might be obvious.

My mind wandered to the mountains, even as the beneficial words poured out in front of me.

That's right, and yes, it's all true... I excelled in the new areas, and you excelled in the Korean language.

Did we break up around the time I wrote it?

Haha, I laughed awkwardly and asked something I almost forgot.

김여주

But can I see that email...?

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I opened the eastern door again with a bit of a thumping sound, but well.

The desk you sat at was left clean, without any trace of you.

I exhaled and shook my head.

It's really annoying.

When I closed my laptop and opened my bag, there was another blue can of Let's Be, in addition to the one I had gotten from the vending machine.

As I lifted the can in front of my eyes, wondering what that was, I noticed a post-it note stuck to the can.

It looks like it was pulled out a while ago, judging by how half-wet it is.

김여주

Drinking alcohol, eating... drinking coffee.

I frowned as I repeated what was written on the post-it note.

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[Drinking alcohol and coffee is bad for your health]

From the unique rounded handwriting, I felt a strange feeling because I thought I knew who the sender was.

It's Kim Seokjin, this...

I closed my eyes tightly and picked up my phone.

I searched for 'Kim Seok-jin' to find a phone number, but the text I got back was 'No matching numbers.'

I was so upset that I kept going down the list, but I couldn't seem to find your eleven-digit number.

When I came down to ㅎ and slowly went down to the end of the list.

There was a number with a ✖ emoji in the special characters field. Even that felt weird.

After that hard save name screen pops up big and you hear a little connection sound,

김석진

... hello?

A familiar voice was heard.

It's so weird.

It's weird.

김석진

hello...?

Let's just take a deep breath, just a little bit

I clenched my fists so tightly that I felt like I was going to spit out something excitedly, but my mouth was much faster than that.

김여주

Are you my senior?

If you keep spewing like that without any reason, what will anyone say... Seriously, I have a really bad personality.

김여주

Did your senior leave Pocari Sweat in your bag?

김석진

Oh, uh,

김여주

why?

I threw my neck back sharply. Nevertheless, my tongue, shameless, continued to flick.

김여주

I don't understand at all what you're trying to do right now.

김여주

You said you knew when we broke up, but what are you doing to me now?

김여주

Are you foolish? But, senior, I...

You're just talking nonsense to make things easier for me, without even giving me a chance to explain myself. Honestly, I don't get it.

김여주

I have a crush on someone.

Why am I saying this? Why am I hurting you? Why, then and now, am I the only one taking the easy way out?

Let's really stop this. Talking like this only makes things worse. Let's just shut up.

김여주

I'm just that kind of person, I meet people lightly and break up with them lightly.

My vision blurred, and my heart felt torn to shreds. The sharp words I'd hurled at you, so strong, had instead cut into my very core.

What's the use of a conversation that only hurts? You say before your arms give out from the unanswered phone call.

김석진

The guy you kissed yesterday? But, heroine, you like guys who are good kissers, right?

Another word that will turn me upside down.

You knew me too well. If I kept going like this, I'd cry and cling to you, asking if we could meet again, so I frantically clicked the red, round icon over and over again.

The silence that surrounded me seemed even more frightening because it seemed as if the quiet East had pierced my heart.

I slowly rubbed my face, which felt like it had been shedding tears a long time ago, as I touched my damp cheek.

Yeah, we know each other so well.

As he said, the man whose name I didn't even know and whom I kissed yesterday had really bad tongue technique. But. But. When I confirmed it with X's mouth, my mood hit rock bottom.

I was afraid of getting hurt, so I braced myself, but his attitude, as if he knew even that, made me feel like I was going to crumble. In fact, I did.

Something hot kept filling up under my eyes, then draining out, then filling up again, then draining out.

Right now, I just feel like I want to see you, Kim Seokjin.

It's weird. I've become so repulsive to you, but honestly, I've felt this way for a long time, and I liked that part of you. To be honest, I still like you now.

Ha, I must be crazy.

I shouldn't have, but I really shouldn't have made that choice. At that moment, I really didn't know whether the direction I was going was mud, asphalt, or grass.

It was to the point where I couldn't even tell if it was a trash can or not.

Actually, if you think about it, it was a shit field.

I tried to hurt you again.

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🐌느린 아르노🐌

Ohh ...

🐌느린 아르노🐌

It's so sad, right... Actually, I'm not sad. I'm so bad at writing. It's all because of experience. I've never experienced a breakup like this.

🐌느린 아르노🐌

As I was watching, I realized that I often use the phrase 'Actually ~~~'. Anyway, my ideal type is a man who is not interested in other men and I have no intention of dating a man.

🐌느린 아르노🐌

I have absolutely no experience... I never had one from the beginning. No, I just never had one... I never had one...

🐌느린 아르노🐌

Yes! I did well on the test today, but it was so easy that I felt like everything I studied was meaningless. So I'm going to take it easy.

🐌느린 아르노🐌

Yes, thank you for waiting!

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