I am an emergency room doctor.
30_Operating room


......


민윤기
You called me

He wiped the water off his hands, put on a surgical gown, and spoke to the GS doctor who was there beforehand.

GS의사
I know that Teacher Jun called


민윤기
I got it from the teacher, we're not that close.

The GS doctor's face hardened when he heard that they were not on good terms.

GS의사
You went to the ER


민윤기
yes

GS의사
But since I heard you called, I was going to say no, but when I thought about it, it was CS, Teacher Min.

Yoon-ki frowned slightly at the doctor who was encouraging Min-ssi.


민윤기
I think you all know this, but I don't know what symbolism you're asking.

GS의사
How many minutes can you last in the operating room?


민윤기
I'll check your vitals.

GS의사
Or, should I call Teacher Jin in advance?


민윤기
Doctor, I'll just stop the bleeding and be out in 8 minutes. I asked if your vitals were normal.

GS의사
..it's normal, bleeding lasted 8 minutes...I'm looking forward to it


민윤기
I'd rather not do it, it's been a while since I've had an operation.

After a while

Yoon-gi, who had been memorizing for 8 minutes, finished in 6 minutes and broke out in a cold sweat.

GS의사
Should I call Teacher Jin? We're in the same ER, so we'll probably be comfortable with each other.


민윤기
...Please finish well and don't send unnecessary patients.

Yoon-ki quickly came out, holding his trembling right hand with his left.

Throw away your surgical gown and gloves and rush to the emergency room.


김석진
Min Yoongi, damn it...

Yoon-ki rushed into the duty room, took the medicine out of the drawer, and swallowed it without water.


김석진
under...

He gives him water in his hand and says


김석진
A few minutes


민윤기
don't mind


김석진
It's because of the medicine, so tell me, how many minutes did you hold out?


민윤기
It took 2 minutes for the GS doctor to start a fight and say something, and 6 minutes to stop the bleeding and come out, right?

Min-yul, who was stuck with Jeong-guk as Yoon-gi hurried into the duty room, dragged Jeong-guk in and was listening to the situation.

Taehyung, who was surprised by Yoongi running in and followed him, was trying to figure out the situation.


김석진
8 minutes, I thought it would take 8 minutes to stop the bleeding.


민윤기
I had it for 8 minutes, but it was over in 6 minutes, probably because I was excited because it had been a while since I had been on the operating table.


김석진
It hasn't been more than 10 minutes, so you don't have to eat again. Just rest. I'll give you some sedatives...


민윤기
The sedative is done, let's go to GS together later


김석진
Why GS


민윤기
That damn doctor, he's the one who started the rumor.


김석진
what??


민윤기
He pretended to be smart, but even though the bleeding was severe, he just put a gauze on and didn't stop the bleeding.


김석진
...I was trying to fuck you, you can't see well when you're bleeding a lot.


민윤기
You must have studied a lot. You know everything about respiratory medicine.


김석진
I was going to go to GS but ended up going to the respiratory medicine department.


민윤기
Haha... You were pushed out anyway, I came down as if I was being chased.


김석진
...Calm down and come out, tell me when you go to GS, I'll go with you.

Seokjin comes out and hands Yoongi a doctor's gown.

Min-yul approaches Yoon-gi


민율
He said he lasted a total of 8 minutes


민윤기
Don't worry, tell Jeon Jungkook, he's curious

Yoon-ki puts medicine in the drawer and tries to leave, but Min-yul catches Yoon-ki and opens the drawer containing the medicine.


민윤기
What are you doing?


민율
Three pill bottles? Two are empty, and the one I just took was half empty. What does that mean?

Min-yul shakes and opens each drawer before answering, and then closes the drawer and answers.


민윤기
It was CS. No matter how many times I get reassigned to ER, I can't change the fact that I'm holding an operating table and touching people's bodies.


민율
So I went after receiving several OR calls...is that what you mean?


민윤기
huh


민율
Did you tell your mom? Dad, I understand...


민윤기
Didn't you see him hit me earlier? What if he said he had a fear of surgery?


민율
.....


민윤기
I took the medicine because I wanted to be a doctor, and I didn't want to stop even though they told me to, so I came down to the ER on my own.


민율
I heard there was a professor exam


민윤기
Kim Seok-jin is the same. We both left the professor exam for two months and came down to do residency first. Is there any disadvantage?


민율
no...

Yoon-ki gently grabs Min-yul's shoulders and speaks to him as he lowers his head with a sullen look on his face.


민윤기
It's better than calling a doctor who's only been on the operating table once, right?


민율
My brother has anxiety disorder.


민윤기
It is the hospital and the doctors who decide that a doctor who has been on the operating table more than 100 times is better than a doctor who sends patients away.


민율
....


민윤기
One doctor developed anxiety after performing over 100 surgeries regardless of day or night.


민율
Okay... Instead, don't push yourself too hard. This is my request, and also an order.


민윤기
It's been a while, Min-yul giving orders.


민율
Stop laughing. I'm already anxious about being in the emergency room... and emptying two bottles of medicine...


민윤기
Go explain to those two, they're in trouble.

Yoon-ki spoke to Min-yul and left the duty room.

Seok-Hyeon comes in at that time


김석현
Uh...shall we go out?


민율
Let's listen together, it's important.

Min-yul takes a deep breath and speaks after having Seok-hyeon, Tae-hyung, and Jeong-guk sit on the sofa.


민율
That's why... Min Yoongi, you have a fear of surgery...


김태형
That guy??


전정국
What do you mean by surgical anxiety?


김석현
Yoon Ki-hyung, is it serious? Should I quit?


민율
First of all, calm down. It might sound a bit crazy, but I like anatomy and I like cutting people's stomachs open and performing surgery.


전정국
I heard that


민율
But, as you mentioned earlier, I've been on the operating table over 100 times. I've been on the operating table more than that. If you count roughly, it's easily over 200.


김태형
So you did 20 a day?


민율
Yeah, Namjoon oppa and I were the most skilled doctors in CS at the time, so we all got pushed out.


김석현
ah...


민율
Namjoon oppa is also a CS so it's similar, but one day he collapsed while going into the operating room, so I came to the emergency room alone. Who knows, I might get hit again


전정국
.....


민율
But you said you had surgery anxiety? I went into surgery while taking medication to slow down my heart rate. I knew it was illegal, but I really wanted to do it, and I liked the doctor.


전정국
...not obsessive compulsive disorder?


민율
It was a little like that, but now I'm taking a medicine that helps with my fear of surgery, but I think I've developed a tolerance to it, so even after taking it, my hands start shaking and I sweat.


김태형
It's a treatment for anxiety, it's not illegal, the problem is resistance.


민율
Yeah, but the ER seems okay, as long as you go into the operating room.


김석진
So, I talked to Teacher Su because I thought we needed to know, and the medicine we mentioned earlier... is something we can't live without now.

Seokjin leaning against the duty room door and speaking

Everyone's expressions harden and they lower their heads.


전정국
Since you were a CS, you had to take up a lot of operating tables and do all the emergency surgeries by yourself? Is it okay for emergency surgeries?


김석진
It's an emergency room, not an operating room, so it's okay.


민윤기
Your expression doesn't look very good. I didn't expect this.

Yoongi smiles and says, "I wonder if it's because the door is open."


김태형
Just don't answer the call...


민윤기
Even if it's a case of tremors, I think it's better to hold the operating table because my CS nature still remains. Didn't Min-yool say that? I like doing surgery.


전정국
You know, I said that at first because I like anatomy and surgery, so I'm like an emergency surgeon.


민윤기
You have a good memory. Okay, then don't just sit there and see the patient. There were a lot of them.


김태형
Go to GS and just beat up that doctor! What kind of rumors are you spreading about this?


민윤기
Okay, don't worry about it and just do as you normally would. If it changes suddenly, you won't be able to adapt.


전정국
all right

The situation ended with everyone laughing along with Yoongi's smile.

If you ask me to choose a doctor who has suffered a lot from anxiety that suddenly appeared and was not there from the beginning, but has overcome it better than anyone else,

Doctors who have treated surgical anxiety all point to Yun-gi, saying that it is possible to overcome and resolve the condition on your own without medication, as it builds up tolerance.

Then the new nurse screamed loudly.

신입 간호사
Teachers!! We are transporting patients with knife wounds, gunshot wounds, and axe wounds!


작가~~
There are anti-anxiety medications and treatments. Anti-anxiety medications slow down the heart rate, allowing you to forget for a while, and when you take them, you feel drowsy. This causes problems for the patient during surgery, and if you end up suing them, and if the drug ingredients are detected, you have to quit being a doctor because it is illegal.


작가~~
The medication literally treats anxiety, so it's not illegal, but there's no problem taking it before surgery. However, the effects don't appear right away even if you take the medication. They appear gradually, and Yoon-gi, who has already emptied two bottles, has developed a tolerance, so there's nothing he can do.


작가~~
Writing is creativity, so I gave it a try^^ The reason will be in the next episode^^