I guess my life ends with just love.

Episode 30

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..How is it? It's nice and cool outside, right?ㅎ

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...((Nod

It seems like Jungkook's week of hard work wasn't in vain.

Jeongguk is taking good care of Jooha

Joo Ha-do's heart is connected

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If you get some fresh air like this, your head will feel cool.

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It's much better than staying at home, so I'm going out like this even if I'm alone.

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If you don't want to be alone, call me too

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..thank you

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But Joo Ha

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..huh?

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What do you think of me?

A question that suddenly came to mind.

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..uh?

He was very embarrassed by it.

I have no feelings anymore

More than friends, or maybe even less than friends

We just never thought about it that way between us.

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..you will hate me

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There's already someone you like, right..?

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But I still only like you..ㅎ

It's a fact that everyone already knows

I didn't know Jeongguk would speak so directly like this.

I already have someone I like, but I know they don't like me back.

Why did Jeongguk speak directly to Jooha?

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..I just talked about it haha

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You don't have to feel burdened

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I know you won't accept it anyway.. haha

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Just know my heart

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...sorry

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...he

No one but Jeongguk would know how much those two words from Jooha broke Jeongguk's heart.

It's not like I was dumped by someone I love, but I was dumped in a roundabout way.

If I say it out loud, you won't know

You know it hurts more to talk in circles, right?

Since you don't reject them outright, I don't think you really hate them, so you might stick with them more.

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..you don't have to be sorry

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I already know everything.. haha

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...

Joo-ha felt so sorry that she avoided Jeong-guk's gaze.

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..shall we go home?

김주하

..okay

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..it's awkward..lol

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It might be a bit difficult, but can't we at least stay as friends?

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...good

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Thank you so much

But still, where is the point of being friends with someone you love?

The closer you are, the more it hurts

It's also nice to be able to be the closest person to the person you love.

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