I like you, senior! [Hiatus]
What does it mean to be good?
As time goes by
Two hours have already passed in silence.
I stood up, shaken off by a strange feeling I had never felt before.
김여주
I'll go
강다니엘
B...Going already?
김여주
yes
I felt a bit gloomy for some reason, so I snapped at him in a cold tone.
Then, my brother's face, which I saw, was just incredibly stiff.
김여주
good bye
I didn't want to hear my senior's answer, so I quickly left the house and slammed the door shut.
slap-
I came home and collapsed on the sofa.
김여주
...
김여주
(The ring...who gave it to me...)
김여주
....
I suddenly felt sad
But I thought my senior liked me too
I was depressed thinking that everything was just my empty unrequited love.
It's like the tower I had carefully built up in a corner of my heart has collapsed.
김여주
.....phew
Smart
김여주
?
I checked my phone when I heard a text message.
I don't know how he got my number, but I got a text from Jaehwan.
김재환
(Hey kid
김재환
(What are you doing?
김재환
(Johnny?
김여주
(no
김재환
(Because there's a plot
김재환
(Let's meet at the Mibl Cafe tomorrow after school.
김여주
(yes
김여주
What are you going to give me...?
I frowned and grumbled.
김여주
...under
김여주
Why am I like this, seriously...
Ding-
At that moment, my head suddenly felt dizzy
I just collapsed on the sofa.
김여주
eww...
When I opened my eyes
There was a ringel in my arm and I was lying on a bed that smelled like medicine.
김여주
huh...?
As I sat up, something slid down my arm.
김여주
...Brother?
강다니엘
....
It was Daniel's hand
My brother had a wet towel in his hand, as if he had wiped away the sweat.
There were white water marks in the eyes.
강다니엘
..eww..
Daniel opened his eyes slightly, and when our eyes met, he grabbed my hand.
강다니엘
are you okay?
김여주
..as you can see
강다니엘
Your fever has risen to 40 degrees.
김여주
It's okay. I used to take medicine when I felt a little dizzy because it happened once a month.
김여주
I didn't eat today
강다니엘
...phew
김여주
But let go of my hand
김여주
...and oh my... no, senior
김여주
I have something to say
강다니엘
...what is it
김여주
Don't call me kid anymore
'I'm mistaken, my senior likes me too'
김여주
Don't even laugh at me
'You can't get close to me'
김여주
Don't even come to my house
'Because I miss you'
김여주
Don't even call me
'Because I want to hear it'
김여주
Just cut me off
'It's so hard to like someone who doesn't even look at me.'
강다니엘
Why are you like that all of a sudden?
김여주
Senior....
Because I like it
'But my senior doesn't like me.'
김여주
...I'm going to be discharged from the hospital
김여주
Don't pretend to know me at school tomorrow.
I tore off the ringel and left the hospital room without even saying hello to my senior.
Thud thud-
As I was walking down the hospital corridor and reaching the elevator
I made eye contact with Senior Jaehwan
김여주
...senior?
Senior Jaehwan came running and spoke to me, panting.
김재환
Huh...huh...you said you were sick?
김여주
that...
김재환
How do you know
김재환
I knew it when Daniel called me crying and making a fuss.
김여주
What did you say?
김여주
...No
김여주
I don't feel any pain anymore
"Don't worry about it"
김재환
...Hey Kim Yeo-ju
김재환
Is that a bit harsh?
김여주
Whatever it was, don't pay attention to me.
I blurted out words I didn't mean and left the hospital.
Knock knock knock-
I just did what my body told me to do without knowing what I was thinking or doing.
김여주
....
I ran and ran again
Without even realizing that tears were falling
I was just annoyed and pathetic with myself.
김여주
...fuck
Even spitting out curses that I didn't even say
It stopped in the middle of the bridge like that.
The sky was already covered in thick darkness.
김여주
...
Talk Talk
Sha-
It even rained without warning.
But I didn't even have an umbrella, so I just stood in the middle of the bridge and got rained on.
He just looked at my pathetic appearance.
김여주
...shit
"What does it mean to be good..."
To be continued in the next episode-☆