I'm sorry, it's a country like this

07

[Yewon's point of view]

We came to the consultation room and sat down without saying a word.

I just stayed in my seat without saying anything.

"I'm sorry" heard then

For a moment I doubted my ears.

Just one word, "I'm sorry"

Why does it hurt my heart?

I don't know

but....

The meaning behind the words "I'm sorry"

I hope you're serious

I looked at that friend

When I looked at him, he avoided my gaze as if he was still looking at me.

And then I hear

"I didn't mean to not tell you the truth."

"That look in his eyes was really scary back then."

"To tell the truth... I thought it would hurt more... That's why I did it... I'm really sorry...."

I couldn't say anything to my friend's words.

I would have done the same thing too

"are you okay"

"I would have done the same thing too."

"I understand"

"I'll figure it out."

"I think we can figure it out."

All I could say was this

My friend nodded at my words.

We haven't spoken since then.

My friend's mother came in not long after

My older sister came in with her homeroom teacher after that

My sister hears bad things because of me.

It was because of me

If it weren't for me, my sister wouldn't be here.

When I was with my mom,

I kept hearing it, I kept hearing it

"sorry"

This one word

I heard it again

My sister always got punished when I did something wrong.

My sister's fault became my sister's fault, and my fault became my sister's fault.

The day when my fault becomes my sister's fault...

My older sister, who I should have hated, never said a single harsh word to me.

It looked so hard

In response to my friend's mother's continued words,

My sister bows her head and says sorry

That kind of appearance of my sister

It looked very shabby.

That's why I felt even more sorry

I created this situation

I made my sister come to school like this

I hate you so much and I'm so angry at you

Why on earth am I like this?

Why did this situation come to be?

My sister who did nothing wrong

That kind of sister who apologizes because of me

To that sister

I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry again

The one word "I'm sorry" that was easily said to others

It didn't come out to my sister

I hope you don't get hurt anymore

I hope you don't cause any more harm to your sister.

That doesn't work well

My sister always thought of me and cared about me.

What did I do for my sister?

I want to be good to my sister

I want to protect my sister who has been having a hard time because of me.

I want to help my sister, who has finally left home and is living on her own.

I want to do that

Because he's my younger brother

Because he's my younger brother

I want to do as much, if not better, for you as you did for me.

So I hope my sister is happy

Sister, I won't think about it anymore.

Sister, thank you, I'm sorry, I love you♡

07 The end-