It disappeared

08. Fear

(Eunbi's point of view)

After I found what I wanted to do,

I started searching like crazy about that thing.

First of all,

The high school I want to go to...

After looking into it carefully, I found a school called "Natural High School".

The school seemed like a place where you could learn about nature and farming.

There was still some time left before the application deadline.

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The application deadline is a month away...

Because natural high schools are special high schools like foreign language high schools,

I had to be very careful when deciding on my career path.

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If you go here...you'll learn a lot.

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From how to farm...

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Even developing new varieties...

At that moment, I heard someone calling me from outside.

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Eunbi, eat

Ah...right

I was forgetting my parents

Will my parents allow me to do this?

No, will you allow me to go to this high school?

.....No...

He's not that kind of person....

I don't know about my dad, but...

Mom....

There's no way you'd allow it...

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Eunbi!! Eat!!

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Yes, go out, dad

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I ate and returned to my room.

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If you say you're going to a natural high school...

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I don't know what will happen...

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I might get kicked out of the house...?

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As expected... I can't say it yet...

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There's still a month left...

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Let's think about it slowly...

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......

I lay in bed because I didn't want to do anything.

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Ugh...

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dream...

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I finally found it...

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Why... like this...

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It's a difficult dream to achieve...

I close my eyes

I had some time to think

To achieve my dream...

I have to do a lot of research...

From the first step... I'm stuck...

But Hwang Eun-bi...

Once you get that first step done...

I have a feeling the rest will be very easy...

So...cheer up, myself...

Because right now, the only one who gives me comfort and strength is myself.

Cheer up...myself

As I was giving myself those comforting words,

Eunbi fell into a deep sleep.

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School the next day

I am on the school bulletin board

I saw a printout of the natural history attached to it

I was looking at it closely.

At that time, someone approached me.

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Hey, what are you doing?

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Wow... that's surprising...

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What are you looking at so intently?

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Uh...natural high school?

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Are you going here?

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huh?

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It takes 40 minutes by car to get here. How do I commute?

That kind of thing...

doesn't care

My dad's company is over there

Dad can give you a ride

But... why don't I say these words?

Should I have said this...

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Huh? I'm not going here?

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I just saw it once

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Ah... I see

...myself

If I hide my dreams from myself

What should I do...?

.....

No, but still...

Not yet...

I don't think I should tell my kids about my dream...

I'm afraid you'll call me crazy...

fearful...

08. Fear

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