It disappeared
08. Fear


(Eunbi's point of view)

After I found what I wanted to do,

I started searching like crazy about that thing.

First of all,

The high school I want to go to...

After looking into it carefully, I found a school called "Natural High School".

The school seemed like a place where you could learn about nature and farming.

There was still some time left before the application deadline.


은비
The application deadline is a month away...

Because natural high schools are special high schools like foreign language high schools,

I had to be very careful when deciding on my career path.


은비
If you go here...you'll learn a lot.


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From how to farm...


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Even developing new varieties...

At that moment, I heard someone calling me from outside.


아빠
Eunbi, eat

Ah...right

I was forgetting my parents

Will my parents allow me to do this?

No, will you allow me to go to this high school?

.....No...

He's not that kind of person....

I don't know about my dad, but...

Mom....

There's no way you'd allow it...


아빠
Eunbi!! Eat!!


은비
Yes, go out, dad

*****

I ate and returned to my room.


은비
If you say you're going to a natural high school...


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I don't know what will happen...


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I might get kicked out of the house...?


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As expected... I can't say it yet...


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There's still a month left...


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Let's think about it slowly...


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......

I lay in bed because I didn't want to do anything.


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Ugh...


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dream...


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I finally found it...


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Why... like this...


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It's a difficult dream to achieve...

I close my eyes

I had some time to think

To achieve my dream...

I have to do a lot of research...

From the first step... I'm stuck...

But Hwang Eun-bi...

Once you get that first step done...

I have a feeling the rest will be very easy...

So...cheer up, myself...

Because right now, the only one who gives me comfort and strength is myself.

Cheer up...myself

As I was giving myself those comforting words,

Eunbi fell into a deep sleep.

*****

School the next day

I am on the school bulletin board

I saw a printout of the natural history attached to it

I was looking at it closely.

At that time, someone approached me.


유나
Hey, what are you doing?


은비
Wow... that's surprising...


유나
What are you looking at so intently?


유나
Uh...natural high school?


유나
Are you going here?


은비
huh?


유나
It takes 40 minutes by car to get here. How do I commute?

That kind of thing...

doesn't care

My dad's company is over there

Dad can give you a ride

But... why don't I say these words?

Should I have said this...


은비
Huh? I'm not going here?


은비
I just saw it once


유나
Ah... I see

...myself

If I hide my dreams from myself

What should I do...?

.....

No, but still...

Not yet...

I don't think I should tell my kids about my dream...

I'm afraid you'll call me crazy...

fearful...

08. Fear



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