It's bad, so it's better
Episode 11
I came to school again today as if yesterday was nothing.
Ah, since I always went to school with Jeon Jungkook, isn't it normal?
Anyway
Time flies and today is already the day I get my report card.
임여주
under...
The future is already bleak
I've managed to keep it hidden for a while now.
I'm going to get caught and not be able to gamble today.
I don't know if it was because of Jeon Jungkook, but for a while I was so out of it that I didn't even think about my report card.
임여주
'What should I do...'
전정국
Hey, where does it hurt?
임여주
Huh? No..
I guess my expression had gradually turned pale without me even realizing it.
If Jeon Jungkook is worried enough
전정국
Are you sure it doesn't hurt?
임여주
I said no
임여주
By the way, did you put the bandage I gave you yesterday on properly?
전정국
Ah this...!!
전정국
How much did I spend on this yesterday...
임여주
???
전정국
Phew...no
임여주
why??
전정국
no
임여주
I'm talking nonsense... (murmuring)
전정국
(Tingle -)
임여주
...
When I start grumbling, he immediately glares at me.
Anyway, Jeon Jungkook...
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I didn't even realize I'd forgotten about my report card again.
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담임선생님
Okay guys, the report cards are out.
담임선생님
Take it when the teacher calls your name in numerical order
반아이들
Yes~~~
임여주
Oh please...
I keep running a simulation in my head of going home and showing my report card to my mom.
I knew the more I thought about it, the more anxious I became, but I couldn't stop thinking about it because I was so anxious.
A few minutes later
My turn, which I had hoped would never come, has finally come.
담임선생님
Im Yeo-ju
임여주
yes..
I received my report card and my head was spinning because my score was worse than I thought.
임여주
'Oh really, what should I do?'
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Ah, I don't even know how today passed and I'm already home.
It's about 30 minutes until mom comes home.
Tititititi-
Tiring
임여주
uh..?
Before I could even be surprised that my mom arrived much earlier than expected, she asked me for my report card.
엄마
What about the report card?
엄마
Did you come out today?
엄마
I know everything that came out today, so take it out quickly.
임여주
Oh..Mom, that's it
임여주
I did bring it though...
임여주
I didn't see it well
엄마
What!? I haven't seen you in a while
엄마
You worked hard last time
임여주
Yes..but that day I..!
My mom took the report card from my hand before I could even finish speaking.
엄마
..!!!
엄마
You..you what is this!!!!
엄마
5th grade..??
엄마
Does this make sense??
임여주
Oh, Mom, wait a minute...
엄마
Why is this happening to a kid who always gets first grade!!!
임여주
Oh..Mom, that's it
엄마
How are you going to go to medical school like that?
엄마
How can you go like this!!!!
엄마
How much have I poured into you!!!!
엄마
What on earth did you do during this crucial time to get results like this??!
엄마
You've never disappointed me before, Mom.
엄마
Why on earth is it like this this time!!
임여주
..mom
엄마
Huh... do you have a boyfriend?
임여주
yes..?
엄마
At this important time..??!!
엄마
So you haven't seen it like this??
엄마
uh??
임여주
No..!!
엄마
But why is it like this?
임여주
I was sick at that time..
엄마
it hurts..??
임여주
Yes... I was so sick that I couldn't concentrate...
엄마
Are you proud of being sick?
임여주
yes...?
엄마
Managing your condition is also a skill!!
엄마
Are you going to ruin everything by saying you're sick when you take the CSAT later?? Huh??
임여주
...
It was sad enough that I was sick, but my mom said it was my fault that I was sick too. I was so sad, wronged, and angry that I couldn't stand it.
I couldn't see well because I was sick too..
I'm also really upset that I failed the test.
I wish my mom would comfort me and tell me it's okay
임여주
Mom...do you love me..?
엄마
What are you talking about all of a sudden!!!
엄마
Is this the time for you to say something like that??!
임여주
I'm so upset that I failed the test and I'm sad that I was in pain, so why are you angry!!!
엄마
What?? Where did you hear this nonsense to your mom!!!!!
임여주
Mom, have you ever thought about me even once??!!
임여주
How hard I tried!! How upset I must have been when the results didn't match my efforts!! How much pain I must have felt!!!!
임여주
I guess grades are the most important thing to you, not just me.
엄마
what..!?
임여주
No?
엄마
This..this!!
임여주
I honestly wish my mom would comfort me
임여주
Even though I know that it can't be!!!!
엄마
What, what are you talking about!!
I just kicked the door open and left the house.
엄마
Hey!!! Im Yeo-ju!!!!
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임여주
Ugh..
임여주
..Fuck!!!!
임여주
F*ck, f*ck, f*ck!!!!!!!
I, who never used to swear, swore for the first time today.
임여주
Oh shit!!!!!!!
I feel a little better after screaming and swearing loudly.
It's so good that I wonder why I didn't use it before.
임여주
after....
For the first time in my life, I got angry at my mom and swore at myself. I felt relieved.
And how many minutes passed?
After calming down a bit, I managed to regain my senses.
My current condition is...
All I had was the school uniform I had been wearing since this morning and the cell phone in its pocket.
There was no wallet, no coat, nothing.
I had no choice but to go back home
I absolutely did not want to go home right now.
It could be a pointless mistake
But I will never go home
After riding the swing for a while like that
전정국
What are you doing?
임여주
jungkook jeon??!
임여주
How did you get here..??
전정국
Who has ever cursed so deliciously?
임여주
!!!
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