Just let me love you
Episode 20 | The Lazy Atmosphere, Us in Between



I think it was from this time.

We decided to forget the past and move on_

Forgetting the past is something we both realized was meaningless.



"Just Let Me Love You"_Episode 20



Leaving behind the promise I made with you, I turned away from you and the thought of Jisoo came to mind, so I hurried up to the room.

차여주
Sorry, I'm late.

차여주
How are you feeling, are you okay?


김지수
are you okay_

You were sitting up straight, as if you had been waiting for me. Without hesitation, I walked over to you and sat down next to you.

차여주
······.


김지수
Did you sleep well?

Jisoo smiles faintly as her voice gets quieter and her eyes turn towards me.

차여주
···I slept well.


김지수
Still the same_ㅎ

This time, he smiled a little brighter in response to my answer.

차여주
······.

차여주
···Can I ask what happened?


김지수
······ah.

At my question, he looked at me once more and then stared into space.


김지수
I also don't know what happened...


김지수
I don't know. I don't know······


김지수
It just... disappeared.

차여주
So... what you're saying is that it disappeared...


김지수
After the wedding, I greeted both sets of parents.


김지수
I was just about to go on a trip...


김지수
My husband suddenly had something to do...



김지수
Then he said to meet me at the airport the next day.

As Jisoo continues speaking in a calm tone, the female protagonist listens intently to Jisoo's story.

차여주
And then...?


김지수
He didn't show up.


김지수
I can't even contact you_

Jisoo lowered her head and let out a hollow laugh, as if filled with regret.


김지수
I'm an idiot... I am.


김지수
It was my fault for believing, after all.


차여주
···I should have known about you since you were in college.

차여주
You only date weird guys, really?


김지수
Ahh_ I don't want to hear it_


김지수
and,


김지수
How long have you been watching me for?


김지수
Five months after entering college...? Anyway, after five months, I left.

차여주
What did you say? You came to visit me sometimes too, right?


김지수
······.


김지수
I don't know, I don't know.


김지수
I don't want to talk about men_


김지수
I'll be fine_

차여주
···Okay- Okay.

차여주
By the way, what about dinner?


김지수
No idea_

He speaks with a cool head, but his steps seem particularly weak, and he walks slowly.

차여주
Kim Ji-soo - Wait a minute.


김지수
···why?

차여주
I'll find that guy.

차여주
I'll help you, whatever happened...


김지수
No, I don't need it.


김지수
This is not the first or second time I've been through such a ridiculous heartbreak.


김지수
That guy must have a good reason.


김지수
Either I'm sick of it, or I never loved it in the first place_


차여주
······.


김지수
So, you don't have to worry about it.


김지수
······.



김지수
Ah... right,

Jisoo opened the door and closed it again.


김지수
That... the person who brought me here earlier.

차여주
···uh?


김지수
There was a man who came here with you while you were asleep.

차여주
Oh, oh... Oh, there it was.



김지수
Just... tell him I was grateful.


···


When the sweet atmosphere of jazz music is slowly engraved in the yellow light_

She looked around and approached him sitting at the bar.

차여주
You came early_


김태형
ah,


김태형
I just got here too.

As soon as the female protagonist takes a seat, Taehyung naturally hands her an empty glass.

차여주
however···

차여주
There aren't any guests here...?

No matter how I look at it, it seems like there's no one popular besides the two of them_ The female protagonist asks a question.


김태형
Just today...


김태형
I decided to borrow it.

차여주
···ah,

The female protagonist pours liquor into an empty glass, looking down as if embarrassed.

차여주
Somehow, there wasn't even a bartender.

She poured exactly half a glass, fiddled with the unevenly patterned glass for a while, and then brought it to her lips.

After taking a sip, he frowned and put it down before he could drink much.


김태형
···Doesn't it suit your taste?

차여주
···Ahh

차여주
No, it's okay.


Let's check the female protagonist's answer. This time, he pours alcohol into the female protagonist's glass himself.

차여주
···Jisoo, please tell her thank you.


김태형
Are you Jisoo?

차여주
Thank you for watching over me from the side_


김태형
I don't remember what I did. lol

차여주
I guess so...



I don't really know what we talked about or where my memory started to blur.

All I see before my eyes is,

Two bottles of soju and one bottle of wine, showing the bottom.

A glass with lipstick on it, and_


김태형
······I wasn't going to get drunk today.

Just the sight of your eyelids closing.


차여주
How is that easy...

차여주
I wish I had gotten drunk yesterday too...




김태형
"I said I understood what my sister said..."



김태형
"Let's pretend I didn't hear that earlier."



김태형
"and"



김태형
"I hope you don't remember now."



for a moment...

Something just came to mind... This...


김태형
You were drunk yesterday too..

차여주
······.

Could it be that what happened yesterday?

차여주
···I remembered···.


김태형
······memory?

차여주
Yesterday you and I...

차여주
We were together...

차여주
The film broke and it was this morning...

therefore.

차여주
···Last night... to me


김태형
···ah,



김태형
kiss.

차여주
······.


김태형
There's no need to be so embarrassed.


김태형
Because it was something that had no meaning anyway.



김태형
Even if it has meaning,



김태형
You will deny it.

It was as if his feelings for me had disappeared.

He glanced at me and then turned his head again.

차여주
···taehyoung kim.

Without realizing it, I let go of the words.

I made a promise with you every time

Every time that happens, the person who breaks the promise_

It was me.



김태형
Honestly, if there's one thing that happened last night_


김태형
I thought I could forget...


김태형
But after spending the day today, I think I know.


김태형
I don't think I can do it.


김태형
Sorry.

차여주
···Taehyung.

The ending of the speech was terribly shaky.

Because I felt so sorry just calling your name.



김태형
Just me···.


김태형
Is it wrong to like it?

As soon as you finished speaking, I shed a few tears.


차여주
···For me to love you_

차여주
···I can't keep you in my heart_

차여주
I've done so many things wrong...

차여주
The conclusion is...


김태형
······.

차여주
It's okay if you hate me...

차여주
therefore_


차여주
If you forgive me just once...

차여주
···I will like you shamelessly.

Your two eyes looking at me were filled with more sadness than ever.


So the two of them stared at each other for a long time with languid eyes in a strange atmosphere_

The first one to bring her face close to Taehyung was Yeoju.

차여주
I'm sorry, I was just thinking about myself too much.

The heroine whispered at a distance where their breaths could touch each other, and then she pressed her lips against his.


Before long, when you try to get away from him_


김태형
Since both of them are out of their minds_


김태형
Because there's nothing to remember tomorrow_



김태형
I think it wouldn't be bad to make it darker...

He gently wraps one hand around the back of her neck and approaches her again.


Where did the tender gaze that filled his eyes just a moment ago go?

He looked at the female protagonist with a sincere gaze that had clearly changed.


김태형
It would have been better if you had been honest earlier_


Was it right that I was pushing you away?

It seems like my feelings for you have grown even bigger in that short time.



++Long time no see, everyone :) First of all, I'd like to apologize for the late episode ㅠㅠ It seems like the serialization period will be shorter from now on :) Thank you for watching today too!
