Kid, go out with me
Episode 50: Tear Glands Explode



It's already been 5 days since Yeoju's mother's surgery ended.


Since there was no one else to take care of her other than Yeoju, the school recorded her attendance and allowed her to be absent.


For breakfast and lunch, Yeoju stayed by her mother's side.

In the evening, while Yeoju went to work, Jeongguk and Saim stayed by Yeoju's mother's side.

For five days, Yeoju barely managed to survive without eating or sleeping properly.


Taehyung also wanted to stay by Yeoju's side all day,

Because he knew deep down that his situation couldn't be like that, he stayed by Yeoju's side right after school.

Even when I was working part-time, I would stick close to her, do her homework, and prepare her meals.

If there was a situation where I couldn't be with the female lead, I asked Jimin to do it for me.

Jimin also knows how hard Yeoju is going through right now, so he talks to Joo-rim and Taehyung stays by Yeoju's side instead.

Thanks to my friends who stayed by my side during these difficult times, I was able to find strength even though I was in so much pain that I felt like I was going to collapse.



도여주
"Mom... I have to wake up now..."


도여주
"Get up... tell her, you have to go to school..." ((Gulp


The sadness that I had been suppressing for so long gradually rose up in my throat,

Eventually, it starts to leak out between tightly closed lips.

As if a dam that had been tightly blocked had burst and water had begun to spurt out powerfully like a waterfall,

Cries gradually spilled out of the silence that had been flowing, and the sadness, loneliness, and pain that had been hidden for so long were revealed without a trace.

I know better than anyone that you should never give up hope,

I was afraid. I was afraid that my mother would leave me, just like I lost my father at a young age.

I'm afraid that you'll never call my name in such a soft voice again.

The bad thoughts that I had barely managed to tuck away in a corner began to unfold and swirl around in my head.

The space was filled with the quiet sounds of medical equipment and the sound of the female protagonist crying.

How sad the female protagonist's crying sounded,

The branches of the trees outside the window trembled in the wind, and even the birds that usually chirp happily every morning began to cry sadly.

Everyone who lives in this wide and vast world like Yeoju has their own pain and wounds that only they can feel.

You hide it deep in your heart, and today too, you wear a smiling mask of lies and live each day as if nothing happened.

No matter how happy we may seem, we all have a scar that cannot be healed.

We all carry that wound in our hearts for the rest of our lives.