Let me try to persuade you.
#15. Someone I once loved madly
Long time no see
김여주
...
박현우
?
박현우
Is the person next to you your boyfriend?
Hyunwoo glanced at Taehyun next to Yeoju and said.
김여주
..get out, when you're talking nicely
Yeoju gave Hyunwoo a cold expression.
박현우
Loosen up your face, if someone sees you, they'll think you're a bad person.
김여주
...
강태현
?
강태현
who are you.
Taehyun looked between the two and then spoke to Hyunwoo.
박현우
me?
박현우
Is this the person that Kim Yeo-ju really loved?
Hyunwoo said that and glanced at Yeoju before giving her an incomprehensible smile.
김여주
...
The heroine was unable to say anything at that moment.
Once upon a time, really
Because he was someone I loved...
박현우
Okay, see you again, Yeoju.
After saying that, Hyunwoo disappeared somewhere.
김여주
...
Kkugit.._
The heroine's expression darkened suddenly, and she clenched one hand into a fist and trembled.
Swish.._
Dubthuk
강태현
..shall we go?
Taehyun gently grabbed Yeoju's trembling hand and said.
김여주
...
김여주
...huh
강태현
okay
Taehyun held Yeoju's hand without saying anything and walked to the dorm.
So, when we arrived at the accommodation,
The female protagonist, who had been keeping her mouth shut, opened her mouth.
김여주
..Taehyun
강태현
huh?
김여주
Aren't you curious about who that person was?
강태현
...
강태현
...Yeah, I'm curious
김여주
..but why don't you ask?
강태현
I don't think you want to talk about it
김여주
...
...You're being considerate of me again.
...
I felt grateful to Taehyun
김여주
Taehyun, should I tell you..?
강태현
..what?
김여주
I
김여주
Once, someone I loved madly...
강태현
..
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2 years ago
I was 15 years old, spending my first winter.
김여주
...cold,,
It was a very cold winter day with thick white snow piled up.
That day, I was walking down the street alone.
It was my first winter alone since my parents went abroad, and it was a day that I had to take a backseat to my aunt who was busy with work.
김여주
..under,,
김여주
Everyone says they go out to play around this time of year
김여주
..I'm drinking hot chocolate alone..;;
I headed home with the hot chocolate I bought at the cafe earlier.
I walked and walked like that, step by step, feeling the cold weather.
..
That was when,
A man sitting on a bench, wearing a coat in this cold winter, smoking a cigarette caught my eye.
김여주
..?
박현우
..under,,-
The man was blowing out smoke that was either cigarette smoke or his own breath.
김여주
...
For some reason, my eyes were drawn to that man.
To that man with a blank look in his eyes, a cold expression, and a cigarette in his mouth in this cold winter...
Since that day,
I continued to wander along that road.
I went back again, hoping that I might meet that man again.
박현우
...
But, what kind of coincidence is this?
The man was also sitting on the bench with a cigarette in his mouth.
김여주
...!
I found him and hid behind a streetlight, glancing at him.
And so, as each day passes by,
I waited for him in that spot every time I saw him, and he also sat in that spot on that bench every time.
That's how I observed him today, hiding behind a streetlight.
박현우
...
박현우
...hey,
The man spoke to me as I was hiding behind a streetlight.
김여주
!
I didn't know how to speak, so I was startled by his call and hid my face behind the streetlight.
But then
Soon the man approached me.
박현우
You,
박현우
Hey, do you like me?
김여주
..!!
I lowered my head, my face turning bright red as if my mind had been read.
박현우
..Why do I always seem to run into you here?
김여주
..j..me?
박현우
I saw it yesterday too, over there
김여주
..
Ah, I guess I got caught..;;
Ahh,, what should I do,,
Didn't I totally look like a stalker..?;;
박현우
...if,
박현우
Do you like me?
김여주
..!
박현우
..Oh, no, not that
김여주
Yes, yes!!
김여주
J..I like it!!!
Without realizing it, I confessed my love to him out loud.
김여주
...huh,,
I was surprised by the confession that came out without me knowing, and I belatedly covered my mouth.
박현우
...
박현우
...'snickers'
He burst into laughter as if he found me funny when he saw me like that.
김여주
...
I turned my head as if I was amazed by his laughter.
박현우
Hey, what's your name?
김여주
..I'm Kim Yeo-ju
박현우
My name is Park Hyun-woo
김여주
..
..Park Hyun-woo,, (mumble)
I repeated his name in my head again to remember it.
박현우
You said you liked me, right?
김여주
...(nod)
박현우
then,
박현우
Then, will you go out with me? (smiles)
Hyunwoo smiled brightly at Yeoju.
김여주
..
김여주
..(nod)
I was once again taken by his smiling face and immediately nodded when he asked me to go out with him.
That's how we started dating, and he was my first love.
We spent a year together, and he became the person who filled my loneliness with warmth.
Unlike his first impression, he speaks warmly and affectionately and whispers sweet words.
I loved it so much.
But, one day, Hyunwoo changed.
박현우
Yeah, I love you~
김여주
Oppa, what are you doing?
박현우
..Oh, you're here, Yeoju?
김여주
...I love you,
김여주
Who is calling?
박현우
..ah, friend..haha
김여주
..friend?
김여주
Oppa, do you tell your friend you love him?
박현우
Yeah, I'm just kidding~
김여주
..
김여주
..joke,,
..yeah, that's right
From that day on, my brother spent more time on the phone and less time with me.
So I vaguely felt that my brother didn't love me anymore.
I endured each and every day.
Because I couldn't bring myself to break up with my brother...
Then one day,
My brother took me somewhere.
I followed him, my heart pounding with anticipation that he might hold an event or something.
but
..I should have stopped then
The sound of electronic music banging out loud
Everyone around me was dancing and shaking their bodies as if they were at a party.
It was my first time here
I could feel it intuitively.
This is a club
...
김여주
..brother, where am I?
박현우
It's a fun place lol
박현우
Okay, take this
Hyunwoo handed the female lead a drink.
김여주
..!?
김여주
Isn't this alcohol?
박현우
Yeah, it's pretty edible.
박현우
Try it lol
김여주
..
I was only 16 years old at the time
I was too young.
박현우
..Aren't you going to eat it?
Hyunwoo gave me a hint with his eyes.
김여주
..Oh, no..!
김여주
M..I'll eat it!
...gulp
I drank all the alcohol my brother gave me in one go.
I thought my brother would like it if I ate it, so I did everything he told me to do.
김여주
..ugh,,
My first drink in life was so bitter.
I wrote so much that I felt like vomiting, but I held it in so as not to show it to my brother.
박현우
good job
박현우
It's pretty edible, right? Haha
My brother, who saw me finish drinking, affectionately patted my head.
김여주
..Yeah, hehe
And I smiled brightly
Even that stroking is so good
...I just laughed like an idiot.
박현우
Okay, I'll go play for a bit and come back.
김여주
..!?
김여주
I am..?
박현우
You're playing here too, okay?
김여주
..huh
My brother left me alone again.
...
So, I could only look at my brother with another woman amidst the loud music.
..I like him, he's my man
At that time, I couldn't say anything,
When my brother messed with me while I was playing, I got really angry
I wanted to be a good kid and be loved by my brother.
But the more I did that, the more I got ruined.
I was angry at my brother for cheating on me so openly, and I tried to make him jealous several times, hoping that he would cheat on me and see me again, but he just laughed as if he found it funny.
He trampled on my feelings even more, telling me to try again.
Even though I see myself getting worse and worse like this
I never even thought about breaking up with you.
I loved you so much, I couldn't let you go.
If I let go, I'm afraid I'll never be caught again
I was scared.
...
He was the one who warmed me up when I was lonely at the young age of 15 in the winter, and he was the one who made me feel love for the first time, so I became tied to him with invisible, transparent chains and became a slave to him.
Time passed like that and when I turned 17
I met Choi Yeonjun
최연준
What are you worried about?
최연준
Break up.
김여주
..I can't do it,,
최연준
Can I help you?
김여주
..?
With the help of the Fed, I somehow managed to say goodbye to my brother.
It was thanks to Yeonjun's help and the alcohol,
Somehow, I felt relieved.
As if it was nothing
...
Since then, I have contacted my brother several times.
I ignored all of those calls and even blocked them.
Because I thought my heart would weaken if I accepted it
I avoided him thoroughly and slowly began to sort out my thoughts.
But, I never thought I'd see him again like today.
That too when I was with Taehyun
...
...I'm so unlucky.
Fuck.
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Ha,, sleep,, everyone,,
Everyone, please calm down
Please don't hit me...
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...Please save me..
I'll bring you the next episode soon,,
Don't hit me,,
..Please, put that hand down,,
..Huh? You're going to hit me?
Well then, there's nothing we can do about it...
If you send me a message, I will get it to you faster.
I'd like to ask everyone to send me a message just once.
Son_ting_💓