"Let's flirt, officially"

45 • How to Learn How to Distance Yourself

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.... uh ? ..

Perhaps it was a sudden request, but Jeongguk's expression remained fixed.

Swish, -

The female protagonist, who was in his arms, got up from the bed and faced Jeongguk.

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I completely understand what you're worried about.

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So, I thought a lot about what to say...

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Honestly, I wish you hadn't done it.

He leaned back on the bed and spoke with a very serious tone.

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It wasn't long ago that we announced we were discontinuing, and besides, I don't want you being hounded by reporters because of me.

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I wish I could quit my job.

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That doesn't mean you'll quit.

His gaze, which had been looking at the ground throughout the conversation, shifted to the female protagonist.

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I started working again thanks to you, so please trust me just this once, okay?

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I don't want to collapse in an instant like this.

After he finished speaking, a short but long silence followed.

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Honestly, I regret it.

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I told you, "Aren't you thinking about starting work again?"

Because you know how hard it is,

I've been through it all, so I don't want you to be in trouble.

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Could you please think positively about it? Don't think so negatively about it...

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I try to smile- ] Let's talk again later, I'll think about it.

I told you we could talk again later, but it seems like you're not up for it...

. . . . .

Everyone was asleep, so I checked my phone and it was 2:12 AM.

Glance,-

When I turned to check, it seemed like Jeongguk was already asleep.

Swish, -

I got up from the bed and headed towards the living room.

slap, -

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Sigh, did I bring this up for nothing?

It's only been two days since we got married, but it already feels awkward.

Feeling frustrated, I ran my hand through my hair and bit my lip.

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I hope you try again at least once, even if it's hard. If you don't do it because it's hard, nothing will change.

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.... Sister..

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If it's really hard, I'll hold your hand and be your manager, okay?

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.... thank you

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...I said something for nothing, I'll apologize when Jeongguk wakes up tomorrow...

# The next day

plodding, -

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Yeoju...

When I came out of the living room, I was asleep on the uncomfortable, hard sofa.

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Sigh- ] Haa, I hope you didn't do that...

I took the blanket hanging on the armrest of the sofa and covered the heroine with it, then brushed away her flowing hair.

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Looking at the face- ] ... You know, is this also an obsession?

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Other people say I'm all crazy...

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Do you feel that way too? I'm so scared that you might...

I don't know about other people, but I hope you don't see me like that.

Why am I getting so anxious?

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Sigh- ] Haa, is this also because of the illness...

I took my phone out of my pocket, looked up Kim Yohan in my contacts, and called him.

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- Kim Yohan.

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- What brings you here? Oh, right, you said you were coming back today.

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- Before that, contact Dr. Kang.

@ Dr. Kang: Psychiatrist in charge of Jeon Jungkook

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- Why, did you have a seizure again?

A sigh was heard on the other end of the phone.

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- No, it's just... I'm a little anxious.

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- Okay, I'll call Dr. Kang to the company.

Thump, -

He puts down his phone and kisses the sleeping female protagonist's forehead.

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I'll be back.

Tillyrik, -

After confirming that the hotel door was closed, the female protagonist opened her eyes, which had been closed.

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..... It still hurts..

Swish, -

I hadn't thought of it.

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... I'm such an idiot...

plodding, -

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You called me.

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Nod- ] It's urgent for various reasons.

Jeongguk, wearing a neat black suit, sat on the sofa in the middle of the CEO's office.

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What's so urgent? Shall we go in?

Dr. Kang is a calm person.

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I want to get better quickly, and so do the female protagonist...

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Just in case, for the sake of the child who will be born in the future.

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[Sigh-] Later on, I can't be obsessed with my wife and children.

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That's a really good and correct idea, and I feel like the will is strong.

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Shrug-] But, it's been a long time since the disease broke out, right?

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So, there is no way?

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Can I ask you one thing before that?

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What is it?

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Are you taking your medicine regularly?

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I haven't missed a single day, except when I'm really busy.

Dr. Kang nodded, surprisingly satisfied.

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강우진

You have to take the medicine consistently, but what's important is your mindset.

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강우진

Since you're already married to your wife, you don't have to be obsessed with her anymore, right?

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강우진

In other words, give your wife some freedom and do whatever she wants.

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Of course, it will be difficult at first, but if you keep doing it, you will be able to completely recover.

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......

I heard later that the medication only stops the seizures and doesn't do much more than that.

In other words, the problem is the mind.

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Nod- ] Okay, I'll try.

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Good luck, Mr. Jeon.

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