Limited-time new member
Limited New Member Episode 1



김여주
"Sir, I'm here."

대표님
"Oh, okay... Come in..."


김여주
(The CEO gestured to the sofa, and I went to sit on it. As I sat down, the CEO seemed to think for a moment, then spoke to me in a trembling voice.)

대표님
"Hey, you're going to debut."


김여주
"yes?!"

대표님
"To be exact, it's not a debut, it's a joining."


김여주
"What is that??"

대표님
"You're a bit hesitant to debut as a soloist, and it would be a waste to join a girl group because of your talent..."


김여주
"But sir!!!!"

대표님
"If you join, you'll become famous without any hiatus, so wouldn't that be good for you?"


김여주
"Speak sense!!!"


김여주
(While the CEO and I were arguing for a while, we heard a knock-knock sound and voices from the door. Then, the CEO and I stopped arguing for a moment and looked towards the door. From the door, we heard, “CEO, we’re here.”)


김여주
(As soon as the CEO finished telling them to come in, the door opened and several people came in. I guess they were Seventeen. Seventeen was funny, but also cute, sitting on the small sofa.)


김여주
(The CEO spoke only after Seventeen had barely managed to sit down on the sofa.)

대표님
"The name of the child in front of you is Kim Yeo-ju. She is 19 years old and will be your new member."


에스쿱스
"yes?!"


정한
"What is that, sir??"


김여주
(When the CEO introduced me, he disliked me, just as I expected. I bit my lip and lowered my head like a criminal. I clenched my fists. I clenched them so hard that my hands turned red, almost white.)


김여주
(Then, my hands started shaking without me knowing. The CEO must have seen my shaking hands and calmed Seventeen down.)

대표님
"First, calm down. I can't help it. Even if you guys are a little uncomfortable, it's already been decided, so there's nothing I can do."


김여주
(After the representative finished speaking, Seventeen managed to calm down and sat back down on the sofa. I raised my head slightly and looked at Seventeen. As soon as I looked at them, I couldn't help but lower my head again because everyone was glaring at me.)


김여주
(To be honest, I was scared, but I was also angry. It was a subtle mix of anger and fear, and I couldn't put it into words. It washed over me.)


김여주
(The CEO must have sensed something of a strange war of nerves going on between Seventeen and me. He ran out of the office, saying he had an urgent appointment. When the CEO left, things got really awkward. He didn't say anything for about a minute.)


김여주
(The person who broke the silence was leader S.Coups)


에스쿱스
"hey"


김여주
"?"


에스쿱스
"You, you. You bitch who sold your conscience."


김여주
"Excuse me. Isn't that too harsh?"


에스쿱스
"This is crazy"


김여주
(It was S.Coups who was swearing at me before I could even say anything. I was so pissed. I was barely calming down the anger inside me. As I was calming down, someone called me again.)


정한
"No matter how much you struggle, you can never become a member of us."


김여주
(Those words turned into needles and flew into my heart. It hurt. It hurt so much that I almost cried. I bit my lip hard. I bit so hard that I didn't feel any pain.)

(S.Coups chuckled once as I kept lowering my head, then hit my shoulder and left the office. Other people also hit my shoulder or swore at me before leaving. Only after everyone left did I let go of my lips, which had turned red, almost white.)


김여주
(I grabbed the handle of the private practice room and turned it, pushing it forward. The door opened, and I stepped through it and entered the practice room. I closed the door and plopped down on the chair. As I sat down, the softness enveloped me. I bent down and slumped against the desk.)


김여주
(As I lay down, all I could think about was "Fuck." I was annoyed and uncomfortable. Unable to contain the irritation in my heart, I clenched my fist and slammed it against the desk. Then, a loud bang was heard. I clenched my fist even harder because of the irritation that wouldn't go away.)


김여주
(Then my fist began to tremble. I raised my fist once more and slammed it against the desk. This time, the desk made a loud bang and vibrated slightly. I blurted out the curses that came to mind without realizing it.)


김여주
"Fuck, this is fucking fucked up!!"


김여주
(I yelled. Then, my anger seemed to subside a little. I sat back down in my chair and leaned back against the backrest. Then, the back of the chair slid back, making me feel as if I was lying down. I closed my eyes and stood there, trying to clear my head of the distracting thoughts.)

Hello. I'm a newbie writer who just joined~ Please take care of me~ Then I'll go now. Have a nice day~\^0^/