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Episode 45] Just as Much as Me

A hint of resignation and a subdued voice.

Yes, with the question of whether it was really necessary to let this situation get this far, and the slight headache that follows.

..quietness came.

전정국

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백시혜

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윤여주

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He was trying to swallow the agitated breath that had risen to the tip of his chin,

She wipes away tears with trembling hands, as if she cannot accept this situation.

And, in this situation, I just kept my mouth shut and looked at the two of them alternately.

It's such an ironic situation.

From anyone's perspective,

But I just stayed still because I didn't deserve to be here.

In the end, it didn't have a very pleasant label,

전정국

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.....((He turns his gaze slightly towards the female protagonist without saying anything

윤여주

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No matter how strange the past is and how many frozen feelings there are between us,

That doesn't mean that our relationship is ultimately absolved,

백시혜

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백시혜

...I don't quite understand this situation right now.

백시혜

This is disgusting, this situation right now

The heroine standing in front of him, and behind her,

She looked at each of the three Jeong-guks who were probably standing there, unable to do anything, and muttered.

백시혜

Did I do everything wrong?

백시혜

...I guess I've been playing the love game of the century. ..Aren't you?

윤여주

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백시혜

Ha..... Really....

백시혜

Isn't it funny?

백시혜

...How could a person who hadn't set foot in the house for several days come into the house in this situation?

백시혜

Suddenly, I'm in a situation where I can't fit in anywhere?

백시혜

..You two have been arguing with me until now?

전정국

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윤여주

...no

백시혜

Or what!!!

백시혜

I don't know how I should accept this situation...

백시혜

....what do you want from me...?

백시혜

What on earth do you want, making things this miserable?

윤여주

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My emotions poured out like mud soaked in water.

Betrayal, shame, and worse, misery.

In fact, it was even more absurd.

Is it because I encountered something I had only imagined?

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My whole body swayed as my pulse gave out, but I could never fall.

I'm not a sinner here. I'm rather proud.

But even in this situation, I felt so sorry for myself for turning all the arrows on myself.

My eyes were dizzy.

......,

I loved Yoon Yeo-ju, and even though I knew that my feelings were wrong, I still held onto her.

I have shown my emotions, even though I have never shown them openly, and the guilt has weighed on me.

Immediately after the irreversible surge of emotions burst out, only miserable memories remained.

I reached out to a mirage that was out of reach, and ended up trapped in that mirage.

Then, I could only guess that my very existence was ultimately a mirage to someone.

Can these feelings be called love?

Painful love, is there no way to explain it other than with superficial words like these?

Complex emotions such as pity, longing, and sympathy are ultimately, if you look closely, multiple types of love.

No, it's not

...Well, in the end, it'll all be tied up by the wind.

We face the reality that we have realized countless times and been torn apart many times.

In the end, I was not a person who was confident even in front of my true feelings.

Rather, he hid himself and became petty,

I was an egoist who only thought of myself first.

There is no way I, like that, would have any right to discuss love.

전정국

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윤여주

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윤여주

...The reason I came here today is actually...

윤여주

Just this one.

백시혜

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윤여주

...We need to break off this bad relationship.

윤여주

Since I couldn't do that simple thing until now, I'm going to end it here.

전정국

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전정국

....that simple thing,..

전정국

why.....

윤여주

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This is just a childish love game.

There, I was momentarily lost in the uncontrollable situation, memories, and a sense of elation.

...Actually, it was nothing more or less than that.

윤여주

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백시혜

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윤여주

I never loved you. Not even once.

윤여주

.....The little emotions I felt were probably just pity.

윤여주

..Actually, didn't you also start with those feelings?

전정국

Yoon Yeo-ju..!!!

전정국

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윤여주

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I felt a wave of shame as if my pathetic sincerity, which I had never wanted to reveal, had been discovered by many people.

....isn't that funny,

In the end, it ended up being a cowardly runaway.

윤여주

Well, I guess there's nothing more to say.

윤여주

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윤여주

....I guess it would be better if I go first?

백시혜

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윤여주

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전정국

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The female protagonist gave a brief bow to Si-hye standing in front of her and left the house.

Sihye standing without saying a word,

Jungkook keeps running his hand through his hair as if he can't control his emotions that he still doesn't understand.

백시혜

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백시혜

....don't follow me,

전정국

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백시혜

..I'll really kill you then

As if he had nothing more to say, he kept his mouth shut and went outside, only to find it raining.

.....Is it already the rainy season?

..is it a good thing that I got drenched in rain twice in less than two weeks?

I walked down the street where rainwater was beginning to pool.

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...even though it may be cowardly, in that situation it might be much better for me to disappear.

I tried to rationalize myself by attaching baseless hopes to facts that had already happened.

...quite funny,

윤여주

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윤여주

....sigh,

윤여주

...Huh, huh..... huh..

Emotions are really good.

...no matter how embarrassing and self-centered the feeling,

If you cover it up with nice words and hide it, no one will ever know.

윤여주

윤여주

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Getting rained on was a good thing because it allowed me to hide my face to that extent.

I could hide my tears in the sound of the rain falling,

When the raindrops running down your face meet your tears, they just become rainwater running down your cheeks.

At this moment, I am walking in the rain, soaking wet.

You reflected in the falling raindrops,

I thought it would be nice if it was just as hard as I was.