What is your identity?
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_10 years ago,


Art room_



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...((Glance



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Haha ((I'm sitting with my chin resting on my hand



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....Aren't you cleaning..?


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huh?


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..ha... aren't you going to clean?


Ten years ago, perhaps the first time I met him carefully, my first impression of him was... bright.

The sight that seemed to contain both late spring and early summer was refreshing and somehow hazy.


Exactly, that much


Anyway, I had to clean up, and in my eyes, he was just another classmate who was late.



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Sorry, I have to clean up and do something quickly, so how about we do it together?


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Your name is Yoon Yeo-ju, right?


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...Uh...that's true...but did you even listen to what I said?


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Ah, sorry sorry haha



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Honestly, I wanted to keep being close to you.


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So I was a little worried about what to say at first... I'm sorry if it made you uncomfortable, ((smile


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He's a strange kid


The kid who wanted to be friends with me,


So... strange kid...



_2020, present



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....n,why are you here..?


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Suddenly appearing...


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Then why are you here?


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..do you work at this cafe?


what..?

..why... am I reluctant to talk..?


Are you embarrassed? Are you surprised?

I can't say I'm a full-time employee yet?


...or is there another reason..?




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Oh, uh... I'm not a full-time employee yet...



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I definitely have to go there sometime.


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If I had known you'd see me, I would have gone earlier... haha


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He must have read my embarrassed expression, but he spoke in a way that made me feel comfortable, and I felt a contradictory feeling that I couldn't put into words.

Something ticklish and uneasy

In an attempt to get rid of that feeling, I just randomly said the words that came to mind.


Even if it's unconscious... your ears and cheeks shouldn't turn red



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Are you leaving work now? You're quite late..?


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Ah... because I have a lot of work to do...


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Are you getting off work too?


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Oh, the cafe closes around this time.


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ah...



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Oh, when we met before, I wanted to ask.


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...what.?


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Phone number! Haha



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Can you give me your phone number?



The sight of him smiling brightly as he asked for my phone number with a face full of excitement...

handsome.


Regardless of whether it was then or now, just...


The face from 10 years ago looked much more mature with the passage of time, and it looked perfect to anyone who saw it.

Even the streetlights shining behind me...



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...Uh, uh... phone number...


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My phone number, lol I suddenly can't remember... ((I search through the bag I was holding and look for my phone


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Sigh))


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.....((He smiles awkwardly



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Can't you even exchange phone numbers with friends?


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Huh..? Oh, no... I suddenly can't remember..


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Okay, I was just joking so you don't have to worry - haha โโYou can take your time


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....he



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Hasn't the way you treat everyone so kindly changed in the past 10 years?


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Huh...?


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I just thought, you're really the same



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...ah..


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If you're leaving work now, would you like a ride home?


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You don't have to go that far... Are we really that kind of people?


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Let's just say it's a small favor to a friend I haven't seen in a long time.


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Be honest, are there any kids you knew in high school that you still know?


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Of course not, haha


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...still..



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Stories from our high school days... You might have a lot of them, but I don't.


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..Later, when I really need it, I'll use the friend chance.



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You go in quickly_ Your wife will wait ((smile)


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....see you later


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It could be a coincidence like today, or it could be a promise to meet.



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Oh, I'll pick it up tomorrow haha


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..it was nice meeting you,


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It's not like you suddenly shake hands and part ways, right?


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Then shall we shake hands?


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...ha, heh..


As expected, it's strange


Whenever I meet him, I become... strange.




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Do you want to shake hands?


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Sigh))



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If you want_ใ


Swish))


I was the first to extend my hand. Lightly,

His hand, which he extended, brushed against my fingertips, and I slightly withdrew my hand in the awkwardness that was creeping in.

But soon their hands were joined, formally twice.


Twice my hand was held by him and shook.


It feels like when you shake hands...

It's a bit vague to define exactly, but

It was still warm,

Still, it was big enough to cover my hand.

I kept holding it and it felt itchy so I took it off right away.





I feel strange


I'm heading home for no particular reason.


Yoon Yeo-ju, you...

You save me now and then.


It's an inexplicable feeling. I can't really define it.

I just felt so happy. Like I was in the middle of space.


That feeling of something foreign was both unfamiliar and empty.

It was familiar yet scary,

It was warm yet uncomfortable


I also considered this feeling to be part of the joy.




Jeokbuk

Jeobuk_


His footsteps echoed down the long hallway as he returned home.


The tingling feeling I get as I get closer and closer to the house

It was a creepy feeling, as if something bad was about to happen.



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....((Giggle



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((I reached the front door, unlocked it, and went inside the house.


Suddenly

Bulgeop_



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....((Stop


It was easy to guess what was going on at home.

Because the musk scent that had already permeated the entire house proved it,


That's why I couldn't even set foot inside the house.



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....what?


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..Uh,huh...? What are you doing, come in quickly..

She trails off at the end of my words at my sharp tone,



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What are you talking about now?


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I don't really know what you're talking about...? But how did you come in today..?


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Why, my house smells like musk


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..is this scent musk...? It's really good, hehe


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Hey Baek Si-hye,


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Why did you come into my room?


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Huh...?


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He asked me why I went into his room just now.


She purses her lips as she watches him speak with a blank expression and in halting pauses.

His eyes, which had grown cold at some point, scanned the house and stopped on her.



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I asked you, I even asked you not to come into my room.


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....however..


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..Hey Jeongguk... Take off your clothes and talk, I'll... I'll explain everything..!


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Is the clothes the problem now..?


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.....You... You, you... You were indifferent


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Yeah, I went into your room. I went in and saw.


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....ha..


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But you... have you never thought about why I did that...?


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..what?



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I've been your wife for seven years, seven whole years...


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I lived with you for 7 years, thinking of you as my wife and my husband.


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Ha.... ((He nervously runs his hand through his hair


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You never once thought of me like that...!



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I was jealous of ordinary couples...


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That's why, Jeongguk, really... I...


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....I don't think our relationship was established normally from the beginning.



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Baek Si-hye, speak clearly


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Why am I the perpetrator and you the victim in this situation?


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You are the one who started all this, Baek Si-hye.


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If you made it like this, didn't you say you would take responsibility for it?


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..uh, uh....

dump))


She, who had never been willing to avoid the gaze that stared at her without any emotion, finally collapsed.

She looked so delicate, even sitting down in the middle of the spacious living room and crying.

Really, so much so that I can't even dare touch it.


And Jeongguk keeps looking at her like that

Just like the first time,

He just looked down at her without making any expression.


Indifference, which hurts more than ignorance,


He wasn't interested in her crying.



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Ugh, ugh... sorry, uh... I, I won't.....


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...Today, woof, my mother came.... My mother came, and... ugh... told me to open the room....


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I tried to stop it at first too... I tried to stop it... But... Ugh... Hehe...


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Okay,


Swish

Swish_


He answered her with a single answer and then passed her and entered the room.

No pity for her could be found in her slightly distorted face.


It was just cold



Her love was cold


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