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01

(Since it is being serialized simultaneously with the blog, please understand that the serialization on Photocard may be a bit slow :)

Me, attending class as usual. Oh, it's so boring. I can't even find a trace of spring. I don't have a close male friend, a boyfriend, or a crush. Who knew life could be so meaningless? I scribble away, and now it's fourth period. I'm just waiting for lunch.

I'm not the only one, right? There were maybe five minutes left. As expected, the sensible teacher, Giga, finished quickly. Nice. After eating lunch, I should buy ice cream. As I said this, the "bad friends" next to me started teasing me, calling me a pig. "Yeah, I'm a pig! A pig!" I slowly headed to the cafeteria.

I was eating my lunch. As expected, lunch is love. I was chatting with the kids while eating.

변백현

Can we eat together?

나

Uh, uh..

Byun Baekhyun's group came and spoke. Since he entered school, Byun Baekhyun was known for his good looks. Well, all the guys in that group were good-looking, but they were so famous that everyone knew him. But there were plenty of seats, so why did he insist on sitting here?

I watched while eating, and even the kids who looked awkward all made sure to say hello to Baekhyun. He really is popular... I realized this anew. I should hurry up and eat.

변백현

You're in class 2, right? Class 2, yeah yeah!

나

Kekekeke.. How did you know that..?

Miss, I almost vomited while eating... By the way, how did you know I was in class 2?

Your smile was pretty. Wait, what were you thinking, 000? I hung my head and finished what I was eating. Miss, next period is Korean? We're having a poetry writing class in Korean these days, and if I do it today and two more times, I have to submit it. I have to write three, but I only finished one...

It took me forever to write something like this, so my pace was incredibly slow, like a snail's pace. I lost all appetite for the food I had, so I just threw it away. I came into class and tried to write a poem, pulling my hair out, but not a single idea came out. Damn it.

I went out to clear my head. I wonder if this will make things better... The breeze outside cleared my head a bit. But why do I feel so uncomfortable?

Ah, my prediction was right. There was bread on my desk, and they were all swarming around. As someone who doesn't particularly enjoy being the center of attention, I wanted to avoid this situation. I grabbed her hair again and forced her gaze down. Suddenly, a memory from the past came to mind.

Something similar happened to me in middle school. My first boyfriend and my first love. It was a two-way street at the time. A popular boy named Park Chanyeol. He was kind to everyone, so before I knew it, I was falling for him. My first boyfriend and my first love. It was a two-way street at the time. A popular boy named Park Chanyeol.

He was kind to everyone, so at some point I found myself liking him without even realizing it. Even back then, Chanyeol secretly left food on my desk... Oh, my bad luck, why am I thinking of him!! We didn't break up that sadly or angrily.

It wasn't me who suggested the breakup, it was Park Chanyeol, but I hated being clingy. Maybe it was because I was a corpse without my pride. That's how my first love ended in vain.

나

Everyone be quiet!!!!!!

얘들

...

I hate thinking about him, but wouldn't it be okay to write a poem on this topic? The thought occurred to me, so I loudly told him to be quiet, opened my notebook, and started scribbling away. Well, I don't know who he is, but I'm grateful.

As it neared completion, I smiled with a sense of pride. By the way, this bread... Who gave it to me? I was falling deeper and deeper into a maze.

As soon as I woke up in the morning, something felt damp. Oh, no way. It couldn't be. I went to the bathroom, and it was nothing. It was that day. She had a look on her face like she'd chewed shit since morning. She went out wearing her uniform, feeling irritated. I don't know why, but at this time, everything becomes annoying and irritating.

I hated the rumbling in my stomach. Why did we have PE today of all days? I resented the schedule. Music starts at first period... The teacher didn't say much during the class briefing, and we were moving to the music room. My stomach hurt, so I walked, hunched over a bit.

I was walking and I almost fell, so I closed my eyes. Damn it. But why didn't I fall? I slowly opened my eyes.

변백현

are you okay?

I saw Baekhyun looking at me with incredibly sweet eyes, one hand supporting my waist. Startled, I immediately stood up. And then...

I jumped. Because I was embarrassed. I don't know if it's just me, but when I fall, I don't cry because it hurts, but because I feel embarrassed. I hate all the attention and all the pity. I arrived at the music room and took a deep breath.

I'm so tired I think I'm going to die... After some time, the best friends arrive at the music room. Jung Soo-jung and Kang Seul-gi come and ask what their relationship is with Byun Baek-hyun. Just... a relationship where they know each other but don't know each other? When I answer like this, the two tell me not to lie and to tell them quickly.

No, I don't know either.

정수정

Huh, then you're looking at me like that when we're not even friends?

나

I don't know about that either,

강슬기

Come on, don't act so cocky!!

Oh yeah, you two really get along well. ^^ Jung Soo-jung and Kang Seul-gi started arguing with me. I said I didn't know either, you know! In the end, thanks to the paper chime, things were quiet. Oh, now that I think about it, that's true.

We're not even related, so why did he look at me like that?

자까

Today's Point of View

자까

1. My ex-boyfriend is Chanyeol..?!

자까

2. Who gave the bread?

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3. Why did Baekhyun look at me like that?