my story
[Kim So-jung] The reason I smile
I smile every day.
Why am I laughing?
Because I don't want to be labeled as a weird kid by other people.
why?
I don't know either.
Without even knowing why I started laughing,
Me, I keep smiling.
I just laughed.
A smile that comes from happiness.
A smile that comes from joy.
A laugh that comes out because it's funny.
A smile that comes from joy.
A smile that comes from joy.
In addition,
I laughed even though I was sad,
Even though it was hard, I smiled,
I smiled even though I was lonely,
Even though I was in pain, I smiled,
I laughed even though I didn't like it.
I always smiled.
I didn't show that I was sick,
Even though it was hard, I didn't show it,
Even though he was lonely and miserable, he didn't show it.
I don't show my negative emotions on the outside,
Just swallow it inside,
I pressed it down hard.
I only showed my positive side to others.
I didn't show my true self.
Always smile and laugh
I lived a day.
Why am I laughing?
Because I want to hide my negative feelings.
Because I don't want to reveal the negative thoughts I have inside me.
I laugh every time.
Because I want to hide that I'm sick
I smile every time.
That's what I have to do.
I'm smiling.
Smiling.
It is the only thing that is allowed in front of other people.
Why am I laughing?
It's simple.
So as not to worry others.
To avoid causing harm to others.
To become a smiling person.
To hide my sad side.
To hide my difficult side.
To hide my negative side.
I always smile.
I always smile.
To highlight my positive side.
I always smile.
I always smile.
I don't cry.
Don't cry in front of others.
The corners of the lips that are always up don't lower.
That's what I have to do.
Even if it hurts, even if it's sad, even if it's hard, this is something I have to do.
Laughing and smiling.
Having to pretend like nothing happened.
That is my main task.
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I must always be a smiling child.
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I must always be a smiling child.
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I must always be a smiling student.
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I must always be a smiling student.
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I must always be a smiling daughter.
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I must always be a smiling daughter.
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At home, outside, and at school
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I always laugh and smile,
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You shouldn't lower the corners of your mouth.
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I must never break down.
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I must never let myself break down in front of others.
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Even if it collapses, it must collapse when you are alone,
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It's better to smile when there are other people around
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It's something I have to do.
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The reason I laugh is
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Because it's something I have to do.
[Kim So-jung] The reason I smile The end-