One day, I got a call from a friend from my past.
Ep 65. One day, I got a call from a friend from the past.
I felt like I was in a never-ending dilemma.
As if the truth that I had been ignoring was pierced into my heart so that I could never forget it again,
....Min Yoongi dies in a bus accident 3 years ago.
....Min Yoongi died in a bus accident 3 years ago.
Min Yoongi saved Cho Won-i.
...If Min Yoongi doesn't take the bus... Cho Won,
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...No, no..... ..No,
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I am, ....
The words that were welling up in my throat are now stuck and festering.
...I wanted to save Min Yoongi.
Yeah. ...That's the one thing that brought me here.
..You held on, in a daily life that felt like you were going to die,
Inside the dark house, my body trembles as I lean against the front door, it's pitiful.
I feel like my stomach is turning over as I cry without even being able to wipe away the tears that fall down without stopping.
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....I would rather be dead,
If it had been me and not you who died that day,
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....Ah, huh, ..ugh....
A bedroom dimly lit by a mixture of streetlights and neon signs,
A crouching figure is reflected on the curtain that is halfway drawn.
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I feel nauseous even though I haven't been drinking.
The lips that were bitten and crushed were covered in red scabs,
...at least two months,
The reason I reveal the truth that I have been enduring with great difficulty due to the phone calls that come every day is
..it's because of none other than them, you saved them,
...if you say it's because of the situation that killed you...
..I feel like everything will fall away, whether it's there or not.
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...Anyway, I, you...
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Jieeeeing
Jiiing–
Ji-ee,
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- ..Help me?
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- .....uh,
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- ..Uh, Yoongi....
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- Why, why is your voice like that, huh? ....What's wrong?
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I have now come to the realization that this is my shame and has left me with an indelible sense of guilt.
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– ..if, ....you really live...
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- I'm going to lose this memory..?
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- ..What are you talking about, ....help me,.
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- I, ...will lose my memory, ...if the future changes, ...this memory too
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- ....It becomes nothing. ..You live, ...that bus, ..those .... people.
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- Help me..! ...Speak so I can understand, why. Why are you doing that..!!
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- ...ha..... sir,
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I never knew that hearing nothing but her voice, soaking wet and hoarse, mumbling incomprehensible words, would be so heartbreaking.
....What the heck, what does that mean, ..why does it keep saying I'm losing my memory,
If something really happens like this, I...what should I do...?
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- ..Please, ... You have plenty of time, so think slowly and speak.
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- If it's hard to talk now, you can talk again tomorrow. ...So,
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– ..Don't say such anxious things.....
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- ...Yoongi,
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- Yeah, ....why..?
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- ..you saved a person
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- ....You... died saving someone on the bus.
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– The bus exploded, so I couldn’t get out, and…
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– .....I thought that even if those people died, .. it would be okay because you lived..
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- No matter how unforgivable the sin, if you live... I, I could bury it for the rest of my life...
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- ..I want to live for you at least once, ...selfishly,
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- ..It's okay even if it falls apart. ..Because it's no different from me killing those people. ...To you,
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– ...Ugh, .....ugh, ..I...was such a selfish person in the end..
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- ...Help me, you... uh...?
I can feel you trembling over the phone and unconsciously clench my teeth.
....Of course I didn't know that this fact was hidden, but.. I knew that there was a certain amount of hiding,
I could vaguely guess from the look of surprise you showed while talking on the phone that whatever the reason, it wasn't good for me in the end.
....I save people,
.. The reason Do Yeo-ju is barely revealing this now... Is there anyone among the people I saved that I became close with?
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.....seed,..
You were going to find out anyway,
Than you hid that fact from me
I care more about the emotions you felt while trying to hide and cover it up.
....you, ..the kid called you. ...because of me, ..them,
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- ...So, ..please help me
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- When did you get that?
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- ...How much have you hidden from me?
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