One day, my heart said it was dying.

03 | I said I was going to die

전 정국

… Su-ah-.

한 수아

Yeah, Jungkook, I'm listening, so tell me

전 정국

Is this... a dream?

한 수아

…-

전 정국

Yeah? Is that so..?

Yeah, this must be a dream.

That too... a very bad nightmare.

전 정국

Please tell me so… -

It was at that time that I was talking to Su-ah, sobbing, and holding my head with my head bowed.

한 수아

…Jungkook-.

At Sua's voice calling me, I carefully raised my head and looked at her face.

Unlike Nawan, who is desperate to avoid this situation and cannot calm down, Suah looks very calm...

As always, she just looked at me without saying anything, with a pretty smile on her face.

전 정국

…-

Your smile, which usually looks so pretty and lovely... why does it look so hateful today..?

Sua opened her mouth and caressed my face.

한 수아

Let's just accept it now...

What does it mean to accept it…?

Are you saying what I think you're saying? If that's the case, I'm not ready to let you go yet...

전 정국

No.. I don't like it.

한 수아

Avoiding reality forever isn't going to solve anything.

전 정국

No, there must be a way..

한 수아

No, Jungkook... Just accept it and listen carefully.

전 정국

No, don't-.

한 수아

Jungkook, I...

전 정국

No, Suah... stop-.

한 수아

…I'm going to die soon-.

전 정국

… No, no..-

Finally, at Su-ah's last words, the tears I had been holding back burst out.

전 정국

Why would you die? You promised to stay by my side forever. You promised to be with me forever!

한 수아

…-

I hugged Su-ah with tears streaming down my face, and she patted my back to comfort me.

What should I do with you...?

And what should I do…?

I love you so much, I can't live without you.

There's nothing I can do for you like this...

It was so frustrating that I just cried.

You don't know if you know my heart or not, but you just pat me on the back.

Sua didn't say anything until my tears stopped.

April 20xx.

One day, when cherry blossom petals were falling so beautifully.

He said my [heart] was dying.