short story collection
Seesaw. (Reference to BTS Suga's song Seesaw)


It was so much fun at first

Just the ups and downs themselves

But before we knew it, we both got tired of this pointless emotional drain.

I'm tired of the repetitive seesaw game now. I just want to go back to those days when we were laughing and having fun...

Was it the beginning of a petty quarrel?

The moment I became heavier than you, I suddenly got scared

They say that parallelism doesn't exist in the first place.

I tried to match it with a greed that I normally wouldn't show

If it was love and that was the word love itself

Is there any reason to repeat this?

We're so tired we can't even bring ourselves to repeat it.

Besides, it seems like we're holding the same hand, so there's nothing we can do.

Aren't people really that cunning? Even though they know they'll get hurt if one of them is missing, they don't want to be the bad guys to each other.

I'm exhausted from just keeping the line to an ambiguous level and just fulfilling my responsibilities.

It often becomes parallel. This isn't the parallel I wanted.

Let's think back to when we first started, when we both laughed and bragged about how much heavier we were.

But you know what's funny? Now they're demanding a competition to see who's heavier.

I was so shocked I couldn't speak.

But it seems like it's going to end here if someone gets off.

Ah, stop pretending to care about each other and really decide now.

It's your turn

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If we don't have feelings for each other, if we just think about each other a little less

I often regret that we dragged it out this long.

And now, if you don't have the heart, this seesaw will fall apart if you make even the slightest mistake.

It's dangerous, it's dangerous (though I'm not the only one who thinks that anymore.)

We're now trying to end this repetitive seesaw game.

Someone has to put an end to this brutal game.

I can't help it...

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I'm walking on this seesaw without you

Just like that day when you didn't exist in my world

Now I'm thinking about getting off too

Let's think about it one more time

Don't worry about who will get off or not, and don't just drag it along.

Now it's over whether I get off or not

This repetitive seesaw game

Let's stop now-