Someone take me... [Seventeen]
#2 Someone please take me...
Even in this shitty life, there was happiness.. haha
The 'reason' why I was able to survive and not die until now
I had one final 'goal' in my life
I always self-harm... even when I'm standing on the roof of my apartment...
The vine called 'idol' keeps catching me and preventing me from dying.
I feel like I should die... but then I suddenly see idols on stage while watching TV...
I think I haven't died yet because I thought, "I want to die after becoming like that too."
But I still want to become an idol at least once before I die.
Oh, and why am I just dreaming about this without even trying?
..I guess I haven't tried it?
When I first said it, maybe it was a bit of a rant?
In this shitty house, even that wonderful dream of being an 'idol'...
What families often say
It was just a trash job, a servant job, a dirty job.
Ah, they weren't even jobs, they were just trash, servile kids, dirty kids...lol
I still have a lot of things I want to do and a lot of things I hope for, but family... no
My life blocked by 'enemies'... I'm only eighteen... I have dreams and hopes too... No
There was...
It's already all been trampled on...
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under..
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It's so hard... I should listen to some music
Seventeen - Laughter Flower
Every time I hear it, tears fall from my eyes..ㅎ
I don't know if the lyrics resonate with you too much
Just listen... I need to change my pillowcase
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Ugh..
They say we can laugh because we're always together... but I
What should I do if I don't have anyone to go with?
I also want to always smile...
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Ha... oh... sob...
(Suddenly)
엄마
hey!!
엄마
What are you doing instead of studying!!
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..ha..I will
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Oh my, this guy is so annoying, he cries and whines all the time.
엄마
Why are you acting like that when you're a son of a bitch?
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....
엄마
Oh my gosh!!
bang)
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Ugh...ha...
As soon as her mother left, Sunyoung lay down on the desk and sobbed.
In this situation where she can't even cry out loud, Sunyoung has to solve the problem book...
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Ugh..
A few tears fall down onto the workbook I was working on.
Sunyoung, exhausted, lies down and accidentally touches the calendar, causing it to fall...
I picked it up and looked at the calendar... I have a midterm exam tomorrow or the day after...
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Sigh... I won't be able to sleep for the next few days.
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You'll save me, right??
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No.. please save me..
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Someone... take me...