Special me.
Ep | 6
김태형
Wasn't yesterday really hard?
김태형
I was thinking about leaving the house.
김여주
..okay?
김여주
..I thought about it yesterday too.
김여주
I was about to die.
김태형
What did you say? Your voice was so quiet I couldn't hear you.
김여주
..no.
김여주
I just had a particularly hard time yesterday.. haha
김태형
Let's get along... Yeoju.
김여주
huh?
김태형
You...blood on your wrist.
김여주
...ah.
김태형
..Let's go to the infirmary first.
김여주
Okay, what can I do with this?
김태형
You know I'm holding back a lot right now, right?
김태형
Why hurt your pretty wrist?
김여주
..it's pretty.
김태형
Yours is the prettiest wrist I've ever seen.
김태형
So, you need to get treatment quickly so that it doesn't get worse.
김여주
..Then I'll go alone.
김태형
..okay.
김여주
..You're crazy, Kim Yeo-ju.
김여주
..How did you hide this from Taehyung and he found out..
When Seokjin wasn't around, I really didn't think about anything.
As I came and went, I felt empty and sadder.
Because of Seokjin, my mother's comparison and inconsistent attitude,
Even Seokjin, who doesn't know anything about it.
It was the perfect environment for the female protagonist to become stressed.
Seokjin would often cut his wrists whenever he came and went.
I knew Taehyung didn't like getting hurt, so I tried hard to hide it, but he found out when the blood got on his uniform.
김여주
...The teacher isn't here.
김여주
Should I go and do it alone?
Druk_
전정국
Teacher, take a break...what is it?
전정국
The teacher isn't here.
전정국
..what are you doing?
김여주
..me?
전정국
Then who else is here besides you?
전정국
What are you doing sitting here when the teacher isn't even here?
김여주
..That's...I came here to get treatment..
전정국
where?
김여주
Hesitantly))...That's...
전정국
Glance))Give me your hand.
김여주
uh..?
전정국
wrist.
전정국
Why can't you speak?
전정국
It's not like I'm embarrassed about hurting my wrist.
전정국
Give it to me, I'll treat it.
김여주
..don't I look weird?
전정국
Why is it weird?
김여주
...self-harm... right?
전정국
Self-harm isn't weird.
전정국
That must mean you're having a hard time.
전정국
The people around you who brought you to this point are strange.
Jeongguk had it all: grades, looks, and family background.
He has a pretty good personality, so he's like a superstar at school.
This was our first meeting and I knew right away who it was because of the rumors.
I thought Taehyung would be the first and last person to worry about me.
I was moved by Jeongguk's words.
전정국
Okay.
김여주
..I guess you got hurt a lot, you're really good at healing wounds.
전정국
..I guess you could say that?
전정국
Class will start soon, so go.
전정국
Don't hurt your pretty wrists.
김여주
..thank you.
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전정국
..I've treated a lot of wounds.
전정국
..I've tried self-harming too.
전정국
So I think I know how much it hurts you.
전정국
At least I can understand.
전정국
Because I've been through the same situation.
전정국
Because I know how difficult and painful it is,
"I wish you were less hurt."
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