The Murderer's Obsession
The Murderer's Obsession - Episode 3
지민
"jungkook jeon!"
정국
"...(looks at Jimin)"
지민
"What are you doing now... Are you thinking of killing someone?"
정국
"..."
지민
"Answer me!"
정국
"This guy... brought up my family story..."
지민
"What? If you're talking about your family..."
지민
"How do you know that?"
정국
"I don't know everything... Did you know that my parents were murdered? But... I don't think there's any reason for me to save them..."
태형
"Ugh...ugh..."
지민
"Stop it... (grabbing Jungkook's arm)"
정국
"Leave this.."
지민
"There are a lot of people watching right now... So stop it... Are you going to kill people like this again?"
정국
"..."
지민
“And even if you do this, you still won’t feel better..”
정국
"...(Releasing the hand that was holding Taehyung's neck)"
태형
"Huh..uh..haa.."
지민
"Jungkook..
정국
"...(leaves without saying a word)"
지민
"Jungkook!"
태형
"..."
Step-step-step-
정국
"..."
태형
[Are you scared? I told you about my family...]
정국
"..."
정국
"...write"
정국
"I'm going to use it... I'm going to use it..."
My mouth was so bitter... like I had just drunk bitter coffee... a bitter, sour taste lingered in my mouth.
Why is this feeling creeping up on me? Is it anger? Or fear? I don't know. Why do I feel this way?
정국
"..."
정국
"I thought... that person too... isn't it?"
Thump-
남자
"Ah...shit! If you bump into someone, you have to apologize!"
정국
"..."
남자
"Hey! Can't you hear me..
정국
"Shut up..
정국
Baby, before I rip it apart, just get it out of my sight.."
남자
"What?! When an adult speaks, you have to listen carefully!"
정국
"If you want to die here, keep talking.. I warned you.."
남자
"F*ck! I was going to let you off the hook, but you had to get hit to come to your senses! (Throws a punch at Jungkook)"
정국
"...slowly (speaking softly)"
Whoosh-
남자
"Wh...what is it.."
정국
"Why are you so surprised... You're so slow, I'll just have to get rid of you quickly... (takes out knife from pocket)"
남자
"Wh...what...hey! What kind of weapon does that kid have!"
정국
"It can't be impossible, right? Well...now
정국
"Should I try to shut that smart mouth?"
-2 minutes later-
Thump-thump-
정국
"It's dirty... (looking at his bloody hands)"
I dealt with the person who was swearing at me. Every time I stabbed him, he would scream in pain and beg me. It was such an unpleasant sound to hear. So I slowly killed him.
I stabbed him in the neck and suffocated him. Seeing him become a corpse like that, something flashed through my mind.
정국
"Ugh... (holding his head)"
엄마
"Jungkook.."
어린 정국
"..."
엄마
"Please...stop..."
어린 정국
"..."
엄마
"You should listen to your mom. You're a good kid, right?"
어린 정국
"...mom.."
엄마
"Okay... Stop it and come here... (extending his hand towards Jeongguk)"
어린 정국
"Mom... (reaches out her hand)"
chin-
???
"Jungkook, you have to finish your work, right?"
어린 정국
"..."
엄마
"Jungkook...you can't...believe what that person says..."
어린 정국
"..."
???
"Jungkook, you have to listen to me so you don't regret it? Do you want to be ruined like that too?"
어린 정국
"...mom.."
엄마
"Jungkook.."
어린 정국
"I'm sorry... (aiming the gun)"
엄마
"Jungkook..
bang-
엄마
"...(tears fall from my eyes)"
어린 정국
"..."
어린 정국
"I'm sorry...Mom..."
정국
"Eww..haa..haa.."
Several scenes flashed through my mind as clearly as if I was watching a video.
정국
"Why on earth... do I remember this..."
It's painful... This situation right now is so painful... My head hurts, as if someone is cursing me.
정국
"ha.."
I wished I could be saved... On days like this when I'm in pain... I wish someone would see me and save me.
???
"jungkook jeon!"
Someone is calling me.. It's a familiar voice.. Who is it..?
???
"Hey! Jeon Jungkook! Wake up!" (grabbing Jungkook's shoulder)
A familiar scent comes into my senses. The warm, soft, and sweet scent of spring embraces me, as if comforting my aching body.
It's comfortable... It felt like the darkness around me had disappeared, as if the darkness and turmoil from before had been erased.
정국
'This...scent...'
정국
"Ugh... (Coming to his senses) Park... Jimin?"
지민
"Are you awake? I followed you just in case... Why are you like this!"
정국
"Jimin...ah...(hugging Jimin)"
지민
"Okay, I'm here.. (pats Jungkook on the back)"
When Jimin hugs me, the bitter taste in my mouth disappears... Instead, sweetness fills my surroundings.
Just like when you frown and dislike bitter coffee, you feel better after eating sweet cake, and the sweetness that erases the bitterness makes you feel better.
지민
'Again... do you remember what happened back then...?'
지민
"Surely...you're remembering what happened back then?"
정국
"huh.."
지민
"I see... that's how it is... it must be hard..."
정국
'Ha... it's warm...'
-2 minutes later-
지민
"Are you feeling calmer now?"
정국
"Yeah...thank you (leaving Jimin's arms)"
지민
"What are you thankful for? LOL Friends help each other out (with a smile)
지민
"Then let's go home. I'll take you there since you live nearby."
정국
"huh"
정국
'Ah...so cute'
So I headed home with Jimin.
지민
"Alright, here we go-!"
정국
"Thank you Jimin.."
지민
"Ah seriously, why are you so thankful today, Jeon Jungkook? LOL"
지민
"My, you've grown up. It's touching to see you thanking others. (Patting my head)"
정국
"..."
지민
"Well anyway, you must have had a hard day today. Get some sleep and I'll see you at school tomorrow! Bye-bye-!" (Waving)
정국
"Uh...bye (waving hand)"
-After Jimin left-
정국
"..."
정국
"..I wanted to see you longer.."
It was a pity. Just a moment ago, I felt at ease and good, like I was having a good dream. But when Jimin disappeared, the dream was completely shattered.
So I went home, only seeing Jimin's back as he left, with a bitter look on his face.
Knock knock knock
정국
"..."
After finishing my shower and coming out to the living room, the sound of water drops falling from my wet hair filled the quiet living room.
I was lonely. When I was little, my parents would always welcome me wherever I went around the house. But now, I was alone, and there was no one outside of me.
정국
"..."
정국
"No...it's already over...let's not be foolish..."
I sat on the sofa, shaking my head as if everything was fine.
I sat on the sofa, my head raised, and stared at the ceiling. I was just staring blankly at the ceiling, as if I wanted to forget something from my memory.
But... people's brains are strange... when you think you've forgotten something you really want to forget, that memory invades your mind.
So there were times when I really hated myself for being human.. I felt like I was a being that couldn't even forget these memories.. There were times when I thought it would be better to just die..
정국
"..under.."
My vision became blurry. I could barely see the light on the ceiling. My eyes felt hot and burning.
Soon, the ceiling light came into view, and something flowed down my cheek. I lowered my head and wiped it with my hand.
정국
"Huh.. haa.. huh.."
I was going crazy.. Unforgettable memories continued to torment me..
정국
"Ugh...ah...ha..."
No matter how sadly I cry, there is no one who comforts or consoles me.
There wasn't any..
I wanted to be comforted by someone... Something caught my hand as I continued to sob...
정국
"Huh.."
I was fiddling with my phone, pressing the phone buttons one by one and calling someone.
Thump thump thump
Bba-
지민
"Hello? Jungkook, what's wrong?"
지민
“Why are you calling at this hour? Jungkook?”
지민
"Hello? Jungkook, what's really going on?"
Jimin's voice was heard after the connection sound.
I spoke without realizing it as I heard his voice.
정국
"Jimin...
정국
"Please save me"
Please comfort me like this.
Author's Note
작가
Yes.. everyone.. I'm sorry as soon as I come here, so I'm going to hit my head first.. (Chubak☆) It's really been so long since I've written this post to greet you.. I feel so embarrassed to greet you like this when I haven't written for so long and my posts were so short..
작가
I don't think there's anyone who's been waiting this long... but thank you so much to everyone who subscribed. I don't know when the article will be serialized, but thank you so much to everyone who reads this!
작가
I'm so sorry everyone and I love you so much❤
작가
Well then, I'll see you in the next post. Bye everyone!☆ -Author's End-