To you again,

Fifty-eight. When I called your name.

J-Hope has returned to Korea after completing a three-week schedule in the United States.

In fact, the schedule came in a day earlier than planned.

As I got into the prepared car, Namjoon, who I had never expected to see, turned around.

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Do something like that? Just change your schedule as you please.

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Huh??!!! Why are you here???!!!

He was no longer the CEO and manager of a small company solely focused on J-Hope, but a director at J Media. He was under his own agency, with dozens of artists, and today, sitting in the driver's seat, looking around like he did when he was J-Hope's manager, he was startled.

Namjoon started the car while smiling at the sight of J-Hope sitting upright in his chair and looking surprised.

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I came here to scold you, why?! Are you hurt?

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....Uh. There are a lot of things that hurt.

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He acted like he wouldn't date, but now he's in trouble.

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You should try dating too-

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That's great. That's great. I'm jealous. Is that okay?

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How have you been? Are you ready for the directorship?

Let's change the subject naturally. Namjoon starts talking about what happened so far as if a flood has burst out.

Starting with the fact that Jeong Min-seok has been messing things up, there are more than a few areas that need to be addressed: album production, communication issues with the singers, their care services, and schedule management.

Namjoon, who was laughing heartily, saying that it was a total mess, ends up bringing the conversation back to the unavoidable topic by saying that Hoseok is dating and putting himself in this hellish situation.

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So, are you finally having dinner with Chairman Shin today?

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Uh, I'm a little nervous.

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You must be nervous lol. You have to make up for the loss, right?

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.....I think it would be fortunate if I didn't accumulate points.....

Tilting his mouth to the side, J-Hope turned his head out the window.

The reason for returning home a day earlier than scheduled.

Today is the 'father-in-law's' birthday.

Ding dong.

At the sound of the doorbell ringing, the female protagonist picked up the intercom like a bullet.

At the sight of J-Hope on the screen, she shouts, "I'm going out!" and runs across the small garden to open the gate.

Snap,

As the large gate opened and J-Hope appeared, the female protagonist hugged him tightly.

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Wow- this is intense.

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I wanted to see you!

J-Hope put both arms around his neck and hugged the female protagonist while lifting her leg up, and then he hugged her tightly and let her go.

It's nice to see her face after such a long time.

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Good. Looking at your face.

Saying so, J-Hope hands the red bouquet of flowers he was holding in one hand to the female protagonist.

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gift.

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Is it mine?

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I bought it while buying my father's, because it resembles Yeoju.

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Wow.....thank you.

She is so pretty, she likes looking at flowers.

J-Hope's hand pulled the female lead's arm as she turned around to walk away.

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As the female protagonist smiles shyly at his lips that lightly touch her cheek and then fall, he raises his hand once again, pulls her towards him, and presses his lips to her forehead.

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It's so pretty, I could die.

As Yeoju and J-Hope entered the house, the smell of delicious food greeted them first.

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Wow~!! The smell is amazing??!!

Chairman Shin, wearing an apron, came out of the kitchen at the sound of J-Hope's voice, his eyes wide and speaking excitedly.

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Hello! Happy birthday, Dad!!

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You must have had a hard time adjusting to the time difference right after coming from the US, but you're working hard to celebrate my birthday.

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Oh, of course! I have to work hard to make up for the loss!

Saying that, J-Hope immediately puts down the paper bag containing the bouquet and gift and goes to stand next to Hyun-suk.

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It's my birthday, is my dad cooking?? What should I do?

The female protagonist was a little unfamiliar with J-Hope's active attitude and just looked at him.

Something.

It's like Hoseok....

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I'll do the cooking, so go play with Yeoju.

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Haha, I can just eat and hang out with Yeoju. I'm going to sleep here today?

At J-Hope's words, both Gu-hyeon and Yeo-ju were surprised and looked at J-Hope.

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Please let me sleep, Father~~~

Shin Goo-hyun burst out laughing at the sight of J-Hope smiling and acting cute.

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You're determined to get a minus!

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There's a guest room, right? I'm still jet-lagged, so what if I get into an accident while driving? I have to play with him until the day of his birthday passes.

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How shameless.

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I'll also get to see the female protagonist's face.

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It's not me, it's the heroine who's the target. Do as you please. Oh, really.

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Thank you. I love you. I respect you, Father.

Hyun-gu looked back at the female lead who was just blankly listening to the two's conversation without any room to interrupt.

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Why is this bastard so shameless?

The sight of those two people was so blissful itself that the female protagonist burst into laughter.

Really. I'm so happy.

J-Hope actually sat next to him and talked to him until he said he should go to bed after dinner.

From lighthearted jokes to serious discussions about his vision for his current work and future plans, J-Hope spoke candidly with Hyun-woo.

The female protagonist continued to watch and listen to their conversation with a sense of wonder.

In the previous world, it was just the relationship between myself and Hoseok.

Since we both grew up as orphans, it was comfortable for us because we didn't have to worry about being seen by anyone or anything.

But now, J-Hope wants to look good in front of Yeo-ju's father.

It was such a wonderful feeling. The different sides of J-Hope his father saw. And the way his father looked at him and the way he treated him. The confidence that the source of their interest and affection stemmed from him—it somehow made me feel proud.

When the conversation had come to a close, Gu-hyeon sent them up to the room, telling them to talk.

As the female protagonist opened the door and entered, J-Hope also looked around twice and cautiously followed her in.

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This is what it looks like. Lady Yeoju's room.

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I feel a bit embarrassed. Hehe.

Come to think of it, it was the first time someone had entered his room.

Feeling a little embarrassed as if she had shown something raw, the female lead rolled her eyes, and when their eyes met, both J-Hope and the female lead laughed.

The two sat leaning against each other on the bed.

The reason he felt comfortable on the floor was probably a habit he developed as an orphan. When the female protagonist said she felt at ease when she leaned against a large piece of furniture and sat on the hard floor, J-Hope sat down with her without hesitation.

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I have something to say.

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What is it?

J-Hope, who was looking down at his clasped hands, looked back at Yeoju.

His gaze fell back on the clasped hands.

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Hmm... I thought about it a lot while I was in the US.

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......?

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I didn't want to become the "Jung Ho-seok" that Yeo-ju was talking about. To me, the name "Jung Ho-seok" was a memory I wanted to erase, the memory of being an orphan. It was the name of an abandoned child. And when I met Yeo-ju, it was a name I didn't want to be compared to.

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So I desperately tried to differentiate between them.

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And after I fell in love with you, Yeoju, I wanted to overcome the "Jung Ho-seok" inside you. So that you could think of me before that person. So that I could be superimposed on that person.

The female protagonist was quietly listening to J-Hope's story.

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But in the end, I am also Jeong Ho-seok.

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.......

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I don't know if it was fate or what, but I finally got a proper name, the one I was trying to throw away, erase, and tear off. Then, suddenly, a thought occurred to me...

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I think it would be okay for Yeoju to be Jeong Ho-seok too.

The heroine's breath stopped for a moment.

With a face like Hoseok's, J-Hope said he would become Jung Hoseok. His gaze, looking at him with eyes like Hoseok's, overlapped their images.

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I am different from that person, but aren't we also the same?

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.......

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No, what does it matter if they're similar or different? I'm Jung Ho-seok too, after all.

The female protagonist's body trembled slightly.

J-Hope squeezed her hand tighter.

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Miss Yeoju.

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......

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Now, you can call me Hoseok - that's my name.

The tears I thought would never flow were now streaming down my face.

J-Hope, no, Hoseok, spoke while quietly wiping her eyes.

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Call me, lady. My name.

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.......

I know it's someone else.

And yet. As if you came back alive.

As if you came back to my side.

The tears won't stop.

The trembling lips opened and closed several times.

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......Hoseok.

Just barely, she opened her trembling lips and called out to him. J-Hope smiled quietly and hugged her.

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huh.

Yeah, that's what Hoseok said.

[Author's Note] At first, I felt awkward writing the name "J-Hope" in "Hoseok" so I kept writing it as "Hoseok". But I guess J-Hope has become familiar to me. I think J-Hope has settled down as J-Hope. Now, it feels awkward to call J-Hope "Hoseok" lol

What I really want you to remember is that the two are from different worlds!!! They can never be the same!!! The strange formula that Jung Ho-seok = J-Hope!!!

Wow....the character count is over 4000 lol