To you whom I loved
To You I Loved 3
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I'll try to pull myself together and write again.
전웅
..Mom, I'm home
어머니
Son...? What's going on?
전웅
Can I stay here for a while?
어머니
..okay
어머니
I haven't been able to contact you for a while because I was worried you might be out of your mind.
전웅
I should have done it, I'm sorry
어머니
no
전웅
I should have listened to my mom.
어머니
huh?
전웅
I should have listened to the advice not to get married so quickly.
어머니
Don't people all grow through experience and failure?
전웅
mom
어머니
huh?
전웅
Do you remember the parrot I had when I was little?
어머니
Of course, Cho-rok was very devoted to the little bird, petting and playing with it every day.
전웅
I felt at peace when I had that friend with me back then.
전웅
That's why I missed him even more after he died.
어머니
Then I know it well.
전웅
Yebin...was that kind of person to me.
전웅
A person who just wanted to take care of me, experience both good and bad times with me, and know what I did that day, what I ate, and how I felt... that kind of person.
어머니
I have no doubt that you loved that child very much, son.
전웅
Mom, but there is something.
전웅
When a couple gets divorced after a long period of being estranged from each other,
전웅
Shouldn't it be relaxing?
전웅
Why don't I?
전웅
As time passes after the divorce, something tightens around my neck.
전웅
I just feel like I'm going to suffocate and die soon.
전웅
Sometimes he appears in my dreams. But he doesn't say a word. He just appears before my eyes.
전웅
Mom, that's why I actually came to see Yebin today. I used the photo album as an excuse.
전웅
Of course, it's true that I really had to give you the photo album, but-
어머니
son.
전웅
Mom, I'm just really struggling.
전웅
And it's getting harder and harder and it hurts more and more.
어머니
Do you regret it?
Regret. That was a word I never heard before.
That's what happened.
That's really what happened.
전웅
Mom, please do something for me.
I'm really not that kind of person.
어머니
Son, it was your choice. Why are you crying?
전웅
mom...
전웅
My chest feels so stuffy..
As the aftershock of the breakup began to dull, Yebin's heart became colorless.
Now that I have finally accepted reality, I shed colorful tears.